I am tired. I am tired of feeling stupid. I am tired of feeling like an imposter. Like I don’t deserve when something even good happens. Even so much so that a slight compliment or pat on the back turns out to be an entire day’s worth of self beating in my head. “You don’t deserve this.” " they’re lying"
I really try to fight for things by putting my all, but there are days where it all feels so useless. I don’t want to feel stupid anymore. I don’t want to feel like an idiot anymore who is surrounded by people with great potential. I just don’t want to feel this way anymore. I am used to failing that it feels weird to be good at something
Lol; I am also feeling the same. All my friends are smart and highly talented that makes me feel very dumb in comparison. Also I guess they think that I am prolly some dumb guy😩
