I am so thankful for my mother . She has stood up for me every step of the way . I will make her so proud one day :) 

That's what mother's do. Support you at all times. 

I'm glad your mother is very supportive! Please never take that for granted and work hard to make her proud of you :))

Happy

🙂 Usne baat krne ki koshish ki mera bhi mann tha baat krne ka par fir sa meko uski aadat ho jaati par Mera bahuttt mann krra h baat krne k 🥲
When we use to talk daily he made me feel like I'm disturbing him 😞 so I distanced myself and now when I'm forgetting him idk why he messaged like achaa khaasa bhulne ki koshish krri thi fir ek msg bhej ke sab kharab kar dia kse sa log hote h Yrr shit!

Lonely

I get caught up easily with the thought of being married to someone, who wouldn’t be the guy that i had loved ! I just feel nauseous on the thought of arrange marriage. I just don’t want to get married, but i know, parents will start looking within 2-3 months because my relatives are already getting tired of me just because i wanna pursue my career and the fact that m 25, is eating them more than my parents ! Stupid society ! I feel like i wanna runaway. I JUST DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED !!! AT ALL !! Its frustrating, these thoughts often interfere with my daily work. Its hard to even concentrate. I just want my parents to understand, that i don’t wanna get married, which i know, nobody’s parents will. I just don’t want to see any guy’s face atleast for next 2 years. 

Marriage

Hey Good morning/evening/night people but today I woke up smiling I wish you will too❤️🤜🏽

Mental Wellbeing

So i decided to do something special for my friend 
so i record, and tell everything like how we met..to how our bond grows..and it was kind of emotional...but he didn't say anything at all...idk it doesn't feel right

Frustration

 feel like I'm losing my mind... This urge inside my body is telling me to distance myself from everyone....i just broke a 6year friend ship with my best friend....she was getting really toxic for me....ive got a busy schedule between classes and home I barely get time to relax myself but she always has to taunt me that i ignore her.....idk what to do...From the past 5 months I'm trying to make up for  a mistake with my boyfriend... He doesn't seem to listen at all.... And today when I finally told him to go....he said no....i dont understand how one person can fuck your life to this extent... All this time he said that he wants to break up with me and when I finally gave him the chance... He doesn't go its like I'm a magnet for toxic people... For once I want someone who actually listen to me and what I want... I'm surrounded by people but for some reason I am alone


Exhausted

I’m feeling really low atm. There’s no fulfilment in life. Nothing to look forward too. I can’t feel anything positive anymore. I’m tired of being nobodies first choice, of not being special to anyone. I’m tired of this flight because there’s no victory to be had 

Depression

Gives everybody attention but gets nobody's attention. What a life..

Celebration

Hey i am feeling really sad today ...i just got my college alloted today and its okayish according to my ability ...but i just feel so sad i hate socializing and i don't feel like going to college and meeting people as i know they are gonna think I'm a weirdo due to my lack of social abilities ...life 
 sucks for me. .. I'm 18 years old and no human including my parents believe me due to my low self esteem . I have really few friends and i know I'm gonna lose them in college I'm really afraid if I'll ever be happy ...i think I'm on the autism spectrum but i can't really afford to get myself checked and I don't think there's any use nothing is gonna change for people around me or even my parents ......i have a habbit of maladaptive day dreaming and i have been trying to give it even though it's the only thing that makes me happy but it's just not reality ... I haven't done it in like 3-4 days and i have been crying so hard after that and i often think if anything goes wrong i can always hang myself ...i have a poor health(overweight) and it only adds to my poor self confidence ... I have sexual orientation issues i think I'm gay ....i think it has also been a reason for my lack of socializing because of the things expected of me and i just can't connect to the people ..
The only solution i can think of is going abroad (i live in india) after doing my batchelors as i feel i would be independent bcoz i have to survive and  there's more quality of life there ig ..and i can prepare myself for it in next 2-3 yrs (atleast I'll have a goal) ..Do you think it's a good idea ?? Please help 🙏...
P.s -do consider my sexual orientation as i come from a conservative indian family and i also can't keep up with my relatives ...

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