I am so ready to outgrow this version of myself. I am so excited about honing myself and surprising myself with the heights of my potential.

Its so exciting to think about the future. 

Happy

It has been more than 3 years I have been abandoned/cheated on in a relationship I gave my everything to. I hardly remember a day I have peacefully slept. I have reached an age where everyone around me is married and I am nowhere near trusting anyone to even come close to me let alone get married. When and how does this end? The person responsible for all this slyly tries to get into my life to "mend/apologise". I strictly don't allow her to enter my life. But the void that has been created is very hard to fill. 

Breakup

I'm feeling so lost and blank totally... I feel I'm really hopeless... I feel like I'm not good at anything i do... I don't know what to do to improve my mood... One thing disturbing is I was never like this before... But this depression is ruining my life... I am clueless 

Depression

Morning anxiety be like ~

Anxiety

I studied 7th standard to 12th  at hostel and after completing the degree by day boarding college  again I have to leave my house for the job. And I'm feeling like "sala ye dukh kahe khatam nahi hota be "😔😔

College

Why cant people get the humour in my name and username ....... They say jisne username mein hi your father likha hai uski thinking kaisi hogi . 
Its 
Luke i am your father ...   
This gen z has no knowledge of classic sci fi 

3am Thoughts

Feeling to kill myself feeling alone

Cheating

Or btao kis kis ne diwali me ghr ki safai ke sath saath usko bhi apne dil se saaf kr diya 🙂

Celebration

i have no idea how i’m really feeling. emotions are so complicated, trying to navigate my own thoughts feels like learning a new language.
i haven’t really been doing so hot these last few weeks, i’m still a student and i have finals coming up soon and i’m banking on these to raise my grade enough to pass at least 3 of my classes
i keep thinking back to something my dad said to me a few years ago. i’ve never had the greatest relationship with him, he’s a shitty person and i’m glad i don’t talk to him anymore
i just remember the police showing up after an argument we had back in 2020, and once the cops left he sat me down and circled me, detailing every aspect of his life i somehow messed up just by existing
and he said to me “you fuck shit up at school, you fuck shit up at home. is there anything you haven’t fucked up yet?”
and honestly, no. he’s right. i fuck everything up, i feel like poison, i kill everything i love because i love it. i don’t think anything’s stuck with me as much as that moment, even now i think about it when i make the smallest mistakes
i keep thinking of my stupid fucking dad talking to me about how much he despises me and i can’t even disagree with him anymore because he’s right

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