I am so fcking annoyed. There is no good to life anymore. Just pain, anger, annoyance and negativity. all is fcked up 

It's not only people, it's also my situation. I go to one party in two years and I am down with covid while others went to millions of them and are still okay 
I am not hoping for them to get the virus or anything, but there has not been a day where I don't stop worrying and I am restless day in and out with  no excitement for the future 

I’m in total sympathy for those who have been through tough times, but I am talking about those privileged friends of mine who smoke and never seem to catch anything and live life and what not!
Don’t I deserve the same? I went to one party and all is ruined

3am Thoughts

I'm so tired of understanding my mom. I don't want to push myself to do things that I don't want to but I have to so that my mom won't be mad at me. As a daughter I don't want my mom to disappoint in me :(

Failure

I am seriously tired of my mother and meeting up to her expectations. Ehatever i do is never enough for her. There is always someone better than me, prettier than me, active than me. She always beats me to submission. I am at a point that i no longer feel i am right abt anything. I always do wrong things. And that I don’t deserve to be loved. I know it’s wrong but she has drilled this inside my head. 

Domestic Abuse

I already knew My mom dosent like me and i am dealing with that its being years. Now she has started a new thing. Everyday She comments me Negative thing like You have dark circles you are fat You dont do this and that I am done with her. If your mom dosent support you or be there with you no matter what how can u expect that with anyone else 💔

Life

My mother wants me to sacrifice everything I have, my studies, my friends, my house and leave the city so that I could live with her. I just want some time to take such a huge step but she isn't talking to me since she asked me to do it, I tried making conversation with her, even tried some jokes, she showed no interest and kept ignoring me, I'm having panic attacks because of this and she knows it. Still she keeps looking at me with disgust and reminding me that I'm the reason for all the problems in this world. It might sound caring for some of you and to some extent i agree but there are many things that I can't type and i am just sad that she's not empathising with me.

Anxiety

Once my mom read my messages with my bf and let's say we were talking about kids actually i was talking about having  kids ki you know we will have 2 kids and all because he hated kids and i just wanted to irritate him..but now my mom always taunts me and calls me characterless because of that particular message....she says i don't wear good clothes i like to show my skin to boys and all...and you know what she says all of this thing in Hindi and in Hindi it hits different bro...it tears me apart listening stuff like this from my own mother i don't know whats her problem is...there are lots of thing i want to say but i don't want people to see her as a bad women...i know i may sound stupid but i also don't know what i am feeling rn

Confusion

How do I keep my insanity? I'm sick and tired of living with my codependent narssicist gaslighting bitch mother. I wish I would have some alone time with myself but no I can't because this bitch follows me every where, blames me for the wrong things. I don't really have someone to talk too about my mental problems since I've been stuck with this bitch. I love her and all but I can't anymore. I've been considering to end my existence, I mean whats the point of life if your being controlled?. Thank you for listening... I don't really have someone to talk to.

Emotional Abuse

I feel like my mom is just using me for money and comfort .. She doesn’t care about my feelings 

My mother makes it hard for me to enjoy life.

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