I am so annoyed at myself and idk what to do So there’s been this guy I have been talking to and exactly talking and maybe umm…idk sexting? He’s cool and I did exactly what I’m NOT supposed to do… I fell, wtf I mean come onnnnnn why would I… I’m not the one to fall easily, and he has been nothing but sweet and caring and I still fell even when I didn’t want to…and now he’s been talking to another gitl and I am so annoyed, I know he got bored, and I like the fact he is honest and we weren’t even datng so yeah, I fell and I am not the type to…and I am annoyed at myself idk what to do and uggghghghghhhh seriously I can’t focus on sh’'t
So try to forget him talk with more people
I ammmm …yesterday I asked him what am I…he said I am a friend…it sucks actually, I had even told him earlier not to sweet talk me call me sweet names and say he loves because I know he doesn’t and I still am fooling myself here, I am trying to divert myself and I can’t goshh… :)
Hell no… I mean talking to my close people engaging in different tasks keeping myself busy
That’s what I said
I didn’t meant to sexting other…
I usually don’t sext and kinda only do rarely that too I trust and there’s only 1-2 people like that…that’s not what I meant, he talks to me and has been sweet and caring, acting like a boyfie and idk…he’d do things for me making me feel important…? Even when I said there’s no need to? And now I’m stuck and …iddkkkk what I am feeling rn…my emotions are all over the place
🧸🎀 @toxichousehold2
You fell in love with him easily because he gave you the love that is missing is your heart, I bet that you stay longer in the hot shower, don’t you? well that is because you don’t have the warmth of feeling loved and that affection that you desire so much, so this is why you fell so easily, you want to clog this hole in your heart, so just feel it and accept that you fell, it’s not your fault honey😊
🧸🎀 @toxichousehold2
It’s just a phase
I ugly cried at how accurate you were with every word u said… it’s not y fault right? I am not good with emotions and I am even more terrible with expressing my emotions, so idk if I was at fault in that way somehow? I even spend like 2 minutes even on a scorching hot day in hot shower idk why…but despite that… I wanna be better at handling my emotions and to get back what I give to a person, and heck I love myself too, then why…? Why does something like this has to happen to me? When I had no bad intentions ever?
I’m no teenager why does this still have to happen? :)
🧸🎀 @toxichousehold2
Cry sweetheart, it’s never your fault, well I know that you are giving your love to him so do it, giving is better than taking, you’ll love it when you’ll teach someone how to love properly if they do but either way it’s not your fault so keep patience time will work in your favor
It wasn’t even my fault, he still hasn’t stopped talking to me after befriending me, idc about that… idk why don’t we get back what we give? Have always heard from elders we get back ten folds of what we give be it anything, love hatred …anything… I don’t even want ten folds, I just want back the sincere feelings I give to someone…friends, someone I like, family…be it anyone… I just never get it back and I am so tired honestly :)
I can’t even cry…like I said I’m way too bad at handling my emotions hence I am where I am :)
🧸🎀 @toxichousehold2
You never get it back because there’s too much love in you so you don’t see it when you get a little bit of love, not everyone gives love the same way as you do, everyone has their own way so observe carefully
I do… I know I do get some love back, but like it disappears after sometime or is it like I get confused if I am getting way ahead of myself and assuming it all by myself idk :)
Now idk what to do :)
Same broooo. Tell me when you find any solution for this… need it badly 😂
Lmaoo sure 😆
