I am smiling but don't feel happy, actually I don't know this feeling. This smile is a mask for those I care about. But the fear is real, the fear of letting them down.

3am Thoughts

I hate my job

Stress

am the girl who texted a guy (he was just a friend of mine for a long time) but my boyfriend saw our texts and he got insecure and broke up with me but the next day he told me to become his casual partner while he loves me still. can someone be in a casual relationship with their exes? At the same time, they both have feelings for each other and can't stay away from each other but the guy is telling her to have a casual relationship where he admits that he can't forget her and wants her only. Isn't this a 2nd chance of rebounding things? Like I just wanna now and to idk just wanted to know what exactly this situation's outcoming results can someone help?

Breakup

Telllllll me how can i stop obsessing over him😩
We haven't ever talked, I don't think if I'm I'm even his type"
Whenever I see him, heart beats fast hojati hain yaaaaaaar

One Sided Love

I feel such rage and frustration I am afraid I might end up physically hurting someone.

Anger Issues

i feel terrible i feel like im not good enough i wish i was just happy im tired of being fat i starve myself and nothing works, smoking is the only thing thats been helping me but its starting to not help anymore, i wish someone liked me and i wish i had pretty healthy hair and healthy skin everytime i wake up  i see a fat pig im so tired of being here i just want to dissapear and never come back i wish i had smaller thighs, pretty nose, pretty hands, pretty chin pretty jawline i wish i had  a perfect body i wish people would just like me for me i always get mean comments and im getting so tired of it i want to run away and never come back im tired of this life i cut myself and i still dont feel anything.

I'm very scared I'm very very scared of boards i have maths exam in 2 days and i have two parts of maths to cover, still haven't finished even one half very very stressed in trying to finish but it's just not happening I'm not getting the motivation to do anything but at the same time in so fucking scared of exams the boards this time have really stressed me out and I'm so fucking depressed and lonely fuckk i just want to scream because nothing is helping me right now 

Competition

You know how when you have been threw trauma for 11 years with sexuality problems and sexual abuse and being in foster care and getting abused in the system and they do nothing about it NOTHING I told them 10 times but nobody listens to me no one but when I lash out it's my problem I’m quite it's my problem it's my fault I’m sad trying to end my life hoping all of this would stop ITS MY PROBLEM MY FAULT. And they wonder why I have trust issues and can’t even sleep trying my best not to break down but nowadays I just cry and can’t even keep it in anymore.


Depression

I was so happy for her today because she was smiling 😅 khush thi wo 

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