I am scared of letting myself get attached to a guy because every guy that I have come across and felt for , literally every , has been a cheater.

Why the hell do people cheat ? , I can never understand that.

Thanks I am doing that now, this is just something that bothers me 

One way to reduce your fear is to make connect with less fortunate like orphans. This should really fill your heart with joy and it should start to fear less but dont lose your mindfulness all the while.

It’s gonna get better for us , I am sure :)

Yes scary it is, be careful. But don't stop. All the best ❤

Cheating

Are dating apps safe??I'm 21 and  I installed bumble but idk if it's safe for girls.

Confusion

I’ve decided and I don’t think anything is going to change it’s been the same ride for years now and I know most people won’t/don’t  understand that sometimes it’s the best thing for you! I’ve done everything I thought I should to bring better and I’m still in limbo still sad still hurting still blindly believing and hoping for what! I’m ready to be free and I’m content with my choice and it’s all going to be ok, everybody hurt someone just know how to deal with their pain better I however am not one of those people. And I’ve gotten the help I needed therapy actually helped me realize that this is the best thing for me ( that is unknown to them) I’m just writing this because someone will see this and maybe they’ll see how weak I am and decide to be better try harder.

Depression

i hope my friends can feel the real me like the way they feel with my other friends 

Death - the first unacceptable truth of life which can’t be avoided.

Life

Hye all

3am Thoughts

Is it weird that she is introducing me as a FRIEND in front of her friends cause I am nerd and unpopular type.....

Relationships

I'm at a stand-still in life. Not a cross-roads...I feel that I would have options if so. But no, a dead-end rather..is how I perceive my situation. O'm one who has come to be rather negative...almost toxic in my thinking. I believe I have pushed others away, as an affect...leaving me isolated ...both from pandemic..physically and emotionally. 
I'm 26 with past-traumas, leaving me mentally and phydically scarred. I believe perhaps I developed dreams of grandeur in art from a young age..that I somehow truly believed I could exact...due to practice and support from others who believed in me...well somehow down my rabbit-hole of a life...I felt thaty confidence had slowly been ripped away...from sexual abuse...leading to physical flaws...and confidence just dropped to an ultimate 0. I feel that somehow, I should still try to persevere in my wishes...because I have nothing else going for me...but then I realize.. I have no confidence to enact it....so I'm left with no motivation. I just feel so alone, I have no other reason for writing than to just vent...even somehow as I'm eriting this I know there are others who feel the same..and I feel guilty for feeling the way I do...for feeling angry...for feeling jealous of others...for growing older as I don't have a direction...for being afraid of the world...is there a time to just call-it quits on a dream? Even when you feel you want it so badly...but the time has passed by..and still continues...I already have so many regrets...but I'm still wrought with anxiety for the future. 

so, I am interning at a IT company as a developer but i want to get into a financial service company as an analyst. Will experience as a developer be helpful to get into a financial service company even as if it is as an intern? As someone without a finance background I am thinking if i should continue in my current company full time (after my internship) till I find my dream job or if I shouldn't join full time and make use of the time sharpening my financial knowledge because i am very weak in that aspect, and keep looking for another job? 

P.S.-The important thing to note here is i am still a student and i am supposed to complete my education till august.

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