Saadi @beingme
Scarred of what
Lexi @annac_14856
I dont feel like I am doint the right thing but it my mother she’s scaring me
Saadi @beingme
What have u done
Lexi @annac_14856
I lied about skipping school and now shes treating me worse than before
Saadi @beingme
No it’s normal
Don’t b scared
Lexi @annac_14856
ok thank you
Me too. But trust me it will gonna be alright take a deep Breath and try to be strong
Lexi @annac_14856
thank you
You can talk about it if you want to. Maybe venting it out help.
Lexi @annac_14856
can’t it will leave me in tears
Sometimes that’s the best part you know. Let it out let it out as much as you can n you will feel slightly better. Try
You can vent out here or want you can connect and vent out. Trust me sometimes it helps me also. Crying is not a weakness but a sign we want to get over it we are strong and wants be more
Venting is only good if the person understands what you’re going through.
Tell you one thing there are times when you are much low and don’t know the reason start venting out not related to what is going on but what u feeling right now. It could be anything. N trust me my friend. Soon you will start feeling like and also a good chance you might get the answer what is going on.
So talking is always the first step plus if that won’t work that way still u may divert from the mindset you are in when you start talking.
Try doing it.
Lexi @annac_14856
ok
Lexi @annac_14856
thank you
Makes sense. I’ve been scared of being around or even talking to people for a long time.
I can understand my friend.
I been going to similarly kind of things.Our reasons are different but outcome are same. One of the most proactive guy in collage now don’t have a single frn.
N I been suffering depression from long. So let’s vent out. Tell why or what is bothering you at the moment. Not talking about past or future but at this very moment.
Lexi @annac_14856
Wow so u are going through the same thing?
At this very moment I’m scared. I’m scared of everything and I don’t remember the last time I actually cried.
I few years ago came to know I am suffering from ptsd since childhood it was there in me I kind of forget that. All thanks to my parents who are one of the major reason for same.
Now since last 2 years I am in bad depression diagnosed bipolar. N struggling badly.
That’s me
How about you
I was diagnosed with PTSD but my treatment was discontinued.
Lexi @annac_14856
well for 2 years now this has been happenening I was emotionally abused and sometimes I starve for 10 hours before my mother gave me food bc she was too busy with herself
Lexi @annac_14856
I hate to say all this bc I love her even tho she makes my life hell
I never had any treatment n trust me I was doin fine
Lexi @annac_14856
what is PTSD?
Post traumatic stress disorder
Ok you don’t have to delete it. While venting out. Mind if I connect with u and we talk there??
Lexi @annac_14856
ohhhhhh kinda similar to me
Lexi @annac_14856
ok
But we can talk n listen maybe sometimes listening to other also helps.
I guess.
So again tell me what u feeling right now. If you are not comfortable in open space we can connect or else the power of anonymous and we can talk here also.
Can we connect?
Lexi @annac_14856
yes
no-one @ank2324
Sure. This is my id
I am so sorry guys are we 3 ppl here or it’s just me getting confused with this anonymous posting
Lexi @annac_14856
what do u mean?