i am sad laying in the bed nobody to talk or share anything what i am going through

heyy bud. lets talk. u can talk abt anythinggg to me. no judgement zone here<3

My English teacher does this thing where she makes her students read for 30 minutes and we each had a duplicate of the same book. I remember the class was so quiet and everyone was reading, we each were on the same chapter (the last chapter) and I remember it being so sad that I started silently tearing up. I was so embarrassed so I was looking down on the book so that no one could see my tears falling down but I was SNIFFLING. The room was so quiet, I was so embarrassed. My friends were sitting next to me but I’m not sure if they realized I was trying to not cry. I remember reading and at the same time thinking ‘I hope nobody realizes that I’m crying’. I was even peeking at my teacher to she if she notices that I was crying LOL. Like we all were reading the same chapter, why is no one else crying? Can y’all relate or am I just weird for always looking to see if anyone saw yourself cry over something dumb?

Happy

She is unconscious from 3 days please pray for her.

3am Thoughts

I’m turning 17 in a few days and I really wanted to celebrate my birthday this time which I haven’t done in like 3 years but this time it felt okay to celebrate. A few days ago I got into a pretty intense fight with my mother due to which I no longer wish to celebrate or else do anything on my birthday like the things she said really break my heart. Even tho we made up right after the fight still this feeling won’t go away. Don’t get my mother wrong here she’s a great mother with Anger issues of course and I love her but I just felt like venting here so I did 😃

Other

Hey koala. I miss you more than anything. It’s been literally 7 months so I am boarder-line crazy but I still think about you everyday. I will forever love you and truly hope you are safe wherever you may be. I am sorry I hurt you. My mental health was and still is poor but at least I am more aware now. I will try to catch myself dishing out toxicity. I wish we were able to work things out. Peace out girls scout  

Breakup

I'm the reason my friend has her social media Accounts deleted. It all started in around 2019, i was Looking for an RP partner on smg4 amino. I eventually started an RP with one user. Lives at West Coast, very nice. We chatted and rp'd for what felt like a year. But then... I got horny. I implemented that Two leads had we know what. She played along, but now that i think about it, she must've felt so uncomfortable. July 16th 2020, I was trying to do it again, less intense than last time, but smut is smut. Then... She stopped replying. Or at least she replied in deleted messeges. July 25th 2020, her social media is gone. Amino, reddit, Instagram, everything. Gone. Her parents are strict, I read that from her other friend who she did an edit collab with, so they must've read it. I feel like such a piece of shit, it's all my fault, if I could just hold my urges, we could've still rp like nothing happened. 

Lonely

gender vs sexual orientation is a topic that is unclear to the majority of people I know. Gender /gender identity is who you identify as but sexual orientation is about who you're attracted to. I wanted to talk about gender vs sexual orientation because I feel it is not discussed enough and is extremely important for people to understand. It is sad that in 2022 I feel the need to explicitly talk about gender vs sexual orientation , people should be more empathetic and read more about things like these, they should be aware of how people may feel about other people and their basis of judgement should not be limited to their own perspective. The biggest and most important thing to discuss about gender vs sexual orientation is that they are unrelated. People can be attracted to people of the same gender, people of the other gender and even people of all genders. Your sexual orientation does not have to do anything with your gender identity. They are two things independent of each other . . . . . . . . . It is sad that majority of people even today cannot look beyond heterosexuality. Is it that hard to duely acknowledge that non binary people ? ?? ?? ? ? Is it that hard to accept the fact that they are just like us ? ? ?? ? I just don't understand why most people I know have to be so unreasonable when it comes to sexuality . . .  : /

LGBTQ

Roasted masala makhana are another level🤌

hey anyone...my exams tomorrow and i am freaking out already..really nervous ..what should i do?

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