I am sad because one of my best friends isn't talking to me. He is a gay. We went to a party and i got too drunk. I somehow ended up kissing him. I apologized him many times and am ashamed as well for what i did. Since that incident he hasn't been talking to me and many of my other friends are also not responding very well. They all go out together but don't include me. What do I do?

Hi Varun thank you for your reply. I don't have anyone here with whom I can share or talk about this. That's y posted my thoughts on this platform.This incident has been disturbing me since long and i am not able to get over it

Sorry u sure u can help me if u yourself isn't in the right state of mind. 

It's okay don't worry about this.

Make some time and meet him directly and apologize him and explain if he doesn't understand I would suggest to move on because a friend might be mad but when we explain they will understand if they cannot understand it means they don't want to be friends...

Brij hushan Mishra

Don't worry much you will get friends again 

sexy

Well things can be weird sometime ..maybe you should give space and time to other person to normalise things.

Friends

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3am Thoughts

It's so unfair, y'all I cared a lots but who cares about me???

Miscarriage

I have not been feeling good lately... one of my friend lost a parent today... that incident really affected me in a terrible way... I felt really bad for him... I don’t know how he’s coping up with the loss... I just wish I could hug him right now and tell him that it’s gonna be alright don’t worry... he’s always with you... but I don’t know what to talk to him... I hope he gets better...

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Ouija board: Yes
Shane: Good. Your rent is 250 dollars a month, plus tax, and it’s due every 1st.
Ouija board: What. THE. FUCK.

Happy

need your help guys! this person keeps sending me hits that he loves me but never confesses it himself. I don't want to take any step further until he is not clear about his feelings. What to do now?

Relationships

I received negative feedback from work and I feel like I'm not good enough to be working. I'm asking for a promotion, where a couple of my superiors are supportive, but I'm also screwing things up. I get distracted from working very often, running off into a utopian dreamland where I imagine all good things and I know none of that is going to come true.
I'm chubby and have been like that since a kid. Faced a ton of fat shaming jokes. At first I used to get angry, but then out of fear of losing friends I started burying feelings of hurt and started fake laughing at them. I've had relatives indicate that if I were fat I wouldn't find anyone to marry. The number of jokes cracked on me is innumerable. So now I'm left to think that I'm not going to find a good person to marry me or even like me or love me because I'm fat. I'm trying so hard to love myself first, but it's been a struggle with all this focus on looking good put around. When friends look at a good looking person and compliment them, I automatically go into a spiral that I'm not good looking enough for anyone.
I also feel like I don't have a great personality to attract friends. I feel like I get awkward and people try not to associate with me. I have a good bunch of really close of friends and I'm just glad to have them in my life. I try not to look towards those I'm not friends with and feel envious of them because it always feels like they have it going good and I don't.
My family has been broken ever since I was a kid. Father has been cheating on my mother for the last 32 years. I've grown up watching them fight and watching my mother being mistreated and disrespected. I don't know if any of that is affecting me now. Not being married is forcing me to stay with them. And I keep hearing complaints every single day. While I love my mother and I love to take care of her, she's constantly telling me how she's hurt, every single day with whatever my father does and it gets to me. I don't have the emotional capacity to handle it. once in a while is fine. but I hear things on a daily basis, first thing in the morning or during every break I get.
Work - not good enough
Marriage / relationship / looks - not good enough
Daughter - not good enough
Friend - I don't know why I still have friends but they've truly been a blessing. Again I don't feel good enough to be their, but out of their kindness they are still being friends with me.

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Leave me with a heart 
That learns not to wait 
For your return .

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