I am really feeling happy inside my dark world.. I don't know why neither do i want to but... 

Hi, is it because you have become comfortable with being sad and upset?
Try reading this, might help you understand: 
https://nowandme.com/blog/sadness-melancholy-depression

Depression

Anyone here pls. talk ...I am feeling very anxious right now... anyone ?????

3am Thoughts

Jaane woh kaise log the jinke pyar ko pyar mila
Hum ne toh jab kaliyaan mangi kaanto ka haar mila

This song hits hard..

When Taylor swift said "Do you love someone so much that you love them even if they didn't love you anymore"

3 C's rule 
Chance 
Change
Choice

There will always be chances/ opportunity
There will always be changes
There will always be a choice to make

Chance will come that will bring a change n u will have to choose 

Ur choice will bring more chances that will bring changes n u will have to choose every time 

So this circle will go on n one but it's u who decides what chance to take what change u want what u have to choose some willl be in ur favor some not  

Acceptance is the best way to live n lead 
Gratitude is graceful 
Implying that won't make u weak but respected loved n cared by all... 



Gratitude

I only weigh thirty eight, and feel so pressurised to gain weight for wedding, which is in few months. I feel defeated and scared 😒

Body image

Well! Yeah...

I want to talk to someone...

Someone who knows me that well that can fill the gaps in between my sentences. 

Someone who listen my unheard voices...

Penning down the thoughts all I can do right now.

Swipe right,left, up and down was doing all day along on my phone. Spending day with your phone is sucks. Watching reels, reading thoughts, taking pictures (with filters) , and wondering why I just don't try the same. Watching Netflix is also not a best thing to do. You'll come to a point where that will look to you boring too, when a series comes to its end or when the content is not actually that good.

So just moving your body on a song I.e. dancing is my favourite passtime or calming your mind by just listening it was the second best option I choose. Okay done with that stuff too. Now what?

Let's get back to Netflix and start with a new series but hello! I'm already bored with that thing. So skipping that idea. Talking to a friend is also one of the best thing one can choose to cheer you up but you know what sometimes, everyone is stuck some where and might be not available at the very right time for you. So disturbing them everytime you need was outdated now. And tadaaaaa Here you're thinking and trying to focus on what's actually going on and what's gonna next in your life, where you're are heading and where will you reach? And What time it will take! How long ?

At the end of the day, summing up the whole tini tiny problem that you had right now, and the way you messing up with your head, feeling frustrated, annoyed, complaining, confused and numb too. 

It just, hold on! I know how you feel! This too shall pass. I'm with you, holding you tight until all gets right. Just taking the things slow and fine. You're Amazing and mine. Everything will be okay soon.

I love you ❤️

Okay?

Your Loving and Living Soul 💫


Self Love

Can anyone tell me? I am loving green color things 💚 other than Hulk is it a kind of building positive attitude....  quote this.

One day you will hear my name and you'll smile and say; "Oh God! , that boy was different" 

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts