I am part of this super toxic group that I can’t get out of for personal reasons… and tomorrow I have to attend a party with them because the host of the party asked me to be there 2 months in advance. But whenever I hang out with this group they seem to leave me out of things and I get really anxious with thinking they are talking about me and spreading lies. I get stressed. 

Just make an excuse like you're sick or busy or going to a relatives place. I used to be like you once but then I simply started saying no and bluntly would reject to hang out with them. So they got the message

Anxiety

man i miss talking with people and socializing i got no friends once so ever anymore its so sad :(

Depression

I've made friends with two of my sisters friends. we have lots in common. they work but hardly, theirs always on social media. I've reached out to them etc but they hardly reach back out to me. I'm about to give up on them. I hardly have friends other than my online friend of 7 years. 😔. 

Friends

I feel so sad angry I don't know why but i gave my 100 percent to my friendships yet they turned out to be snakes
They keep hanging out without me and i dont know what I did wrong to deserve this. 
And the girl they bitched about days ago is also hanging out with them.they don't even hide it from me anymore they straight out send me the same snaps🤐. I am tired , tired of them I can't pretend anymore . 
I hate this fake people I invested my so much time and emotions over them, but at the end it looks so pleasant to see our photos on social media everyone says bffgoals but nobody knows the truth, the smiles on the photos are fake, the people are shit and so their friendship . No one deserves to feel left out noone deserves to feel the I am feeling right now. 

I am fucking sad because I feel like I ruin all relationships around me. I rarely keep in touch with acquaintances and I feel like there's this distance between me and my best friends. I know I'm annoying but I need them lol. Idk what I'm gonna do without them, if ever we lose touch

I don't feel like talking to anybody. 
I don't feel like I qm even wanting to give efforts for my friendships. 
I wish to cut them off, her success do not bring me happiness rather gives me anxieties that I am not doing enough . Yes I have got some school friends with whom the relationship is ery organic and there is no ill will . They are proud of me an I am of them . Even if I fail they have my back . But with college friends, well its an effort to jam with an find connection. 
Am I being normal ? 

Confusion

Is it my fault somehow if my guy doesn't want to make any friends but just spend time with me alone? I mean I do like it but I want him to have more friends, so that he has someone to talk to if and when I'm not there. I feel so bad that somehow I'm the reason for him to not have any friends

Relationships

I feel disposable to the people around me. I am unable to hang out with everyone all the time since I have more restrictions then them, but it looks like they have more fun when I am not around. I was dating someone in this group and in many instances I was referred to as the girlfriend instead of my name. I broke up with them recently even though I still like them but I was not happy because of the way people would treat me differently when we started dating. Now that I broke up with them I feel like they don’t like me anymore but are putting up with me. I feel like this is all in my head since I have jumped to many friends groups over the years because I would feel like these friends didn’t care about me like they did with the others. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know how to act like everything is fine and pretend I don’t feel like this but now that I’m barely talking to them I still feel like they don’t realize that I’m disappearing. 

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