I am optimus prime and I send this message to all the surving broken souls taking refuge amongst the stars. 

Mental Wellbeing

Helloo to the amazing people here... How are you all? 
I am sruthi just now installed this app and it wants me to share my thoughts.Before all that I wanted to say hii to all and wants to say.. " May be you are lonely, have no one to talk, may be depressed Or want to share things don't know with whom but hello if that's your problem if you don't want to feel lonely or wanted to ask or share things ... What are you waiting for ? start a conversation or share your thoughts ...right now .... It's never too late to want to express and feel good 😀🙂. 

Friends

Keep going! Not because you want to, but because you deserve to know what it feels like to never give up.

3am Thoughts

how could you say im useless? how could you. and how could you get someone who loves me most to agree? you post shit about me online and can't say it to my face. i loved you. 

I've always  felt lonely for sometime. I've never been in a relationship.  I've tried many times but usually either end up getting friendzoned or rejected.  I gotten close but never flood them to consider a relationship.  I get hurt when all my other friends hang with their girlfriends and have someone to share everything with . What should I do to get over this ?

Relationships

After the pandemic started things changed for me a lott..
As i was in 11th and i a preparing for neet i had cut down on social media a lot..
But gradually i started to hate talking to people..it made me too stressed..
i deleted insta and snap
i ​hated replying chats 
i used to have a bigg group with whom i used to hang out..now they go out and post it everywhere and doesn't even call me once..
i was the main person of whole group i made it..we were 2 friends( me n my bestie) and then we formed a group of 17..but me and my bestie fought
i also used to come out of my room when it was lunch or dinner time..( i used to avoid my parents too..because they pressurized me a lott) 
I just enjoyed my own company now..before i used to be extreme extrovert but now i hate socializing..
friends told a lot that you changed..they tried and slowly left..
i was too serious about my neet and also affected a lot by the things going on.
now i don't have any friends...as i  changed my school..i don't know anyone..
i feel alone now..before it didn't used to bother me..now it does a lot..the friends i used to go down and play now ignores me..they say that why did you come..you go study..and taunt me..i kinda feel frustrated..they all laugh play and i am alone..i am preparing for becoming doctor so will i be caged like this for next 10 yearss...!!
i am done...i give upp

Frustration

Ram Siya Ram
Siya Ram Jai Jai Ram
Ram Siya Ram
Siya Ram Jai Jai Ram


Mindfulness

Dear Now and me ,
Please approve my thought . 4 ghnte baad koi nhi padhega .
Thanks .

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts