I am Okay...but tell me one thing that if it is okay to wait for the person whom do you love and he has hurt you the most like...you were not you and every single piece of yours was destroyed in that relationship?

I am in the healing process but i don't know why it seems like it was all my fault...i regret everything...🙃

Yes in the hope that one day it will return.

Like it's been a year and I really don't know how to get over it.....

It's tough to figure out what we need in life !

We always worry and brag about things we lost

It's quite weird

Sometimes you need to realize you are putting someone else before yourself and see if it’s really love if they are hurting you. Looking back, you may realize this wasn’t the one you should be fighting for. 

Mental Health

Lately my SH urges have been getting way stronger. Like I’ve tried all the regular coping mechanisms with like the ice cubes, rubber bands, but nothing is working the same and my recovery pen won’t be here till like mid august so what do I do?

Self Harm

I’m having suicidal thoughts like this is the only solution!!!!

Anxiety

My family always blamed me for not doing enough in my studies and now that I've started doing some effort it's the same, they only see my mistakes and not my improvements even if it's not perfection but I've tried to do my best, I've even got 50/50 in English but of course it's never enough but I'm making the effort for ME and not to satisfy them, my family always compares me to my sister (cousin) as she's better than me academically, there's always a comparison and I hate that, like I'm living for me and I didn't even asked for their opinion, they always bring me down and they really enjoy that, I wanna get out of here and I am and will do my best to succeed for ME

Competition

Sometimes The truth is painful 

Addiction

I'm depressed bcz of him 🙂 I trying to move on it but why I can't do this 🥺all time I remember him and crying 🥺 some moments I spend with him is a memory why I don't delete it plz tell me how I overcome it I fully depressed 🥺🥺I don't know what to do 🙂

Depression

Hey!

I’m sorry if this sounds a bit confusing, but I’m a bit puzzled about something.

So, there’s this dude in my ceramics class and he’s my partner since he sits next to me. Me (far right), him (let’s call him Dude for now), his friend (let’s call him Blondie), and another girl (far left).


He gives off really mixed messages in a way? He’s sometimes a decent partner and in others he’s incredibly annoying.

For example:

Ceramic class is on the other side of the school so I had to speed walk there. I was about to walk into the class while the bell was just starting to ring. He just stood in the doorway, waited for the bell to finish, walked out and said ‘You’re late’. Teacher didn’t care I was late because she’s chill but I was VERY annoyed, especially since I was having a really bad day.

He was asking me a question, I answered, then Blondie and him giggled afterwards.

I was walking in the hallway (a bit crowded), he pushed my backpack a bit and then passed me.

Other examples:

He cleaned up my supplies for me in ceramics.

He cleaned our table.

He picked up my chroombook when it fell (everyone in my school is given one for the year).

So I’m honestly really confused on weather it’s just cultural difference, he’s two-faced, or I’m just misunderstanding it. Pretty sure he has a girlfriend so I highly doubt he has developed feelings. I only met him this year because he went to another school.

So yeah, I’m incredibly confused and I’m tempted to ask my teacher if I can switch seats. I’m starting to not like ceramics class because of him to be honest.

School

Few days back, I posted about PTSD, right now I’m having a bunch of panic attacks … after almost 5 - 10 min. i really need help. What can I do … ??

PTSD

All alone, listening music and meeting myself 😍😍😍🧿🧿🧿

Sometimes you need to be alone to meet yourself and let the new thoughts enter into you ❤️❤️

Thoughts full of happiness,love, positivity 😘😘😘..........L❤️

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