I am not trying to be a perfectionist, I am trying my best to find the balance. 
I am a little stressed, upset, weird and whatnot all together 
But one thing I am really unhappy about is how I am coping with my problems. I dissociate, zone out and look for an escape medium. 
And i get lost in that world because I can control what happens there. 
I feel like I violated one of my own ideologies and rules and I feel sick 

I’m sorry

Anxiety

It's been 4 months since my college started and as an introvert I haven't made any friends till now. I had a huge crush on a boy in my class, he was kinda the perfect dream boy of mine. I even confronted him about my feelings, but he is ignoring me. And there is his best friend who is in love with him, making fun of me in front of her friends and making me feel low. I never felt anything for any boy like this before, he is my first crush. Even though I know all of this, I still can't get over him. I talk about him most of the time, I just wanna be his friend at least. So any suggestions on how to overcome your crush easily?

Crush

Fifteen, a short and simple word, but if you add years beside it, it is more complex than it looks, and if you add old with them both, it is even more complex than it looks. Fifteen years old, to be young, time is still plenty, but mindset and emotions are complex, easily manipulated, controlled. 

Personal Growth

Have you ever loved someone so much that you start seeing them in your dreams cause you know they’re not around anymore. And it felt so good to be with them in your dreams and then you wake up to your reality. 

Love

I am much too old i think to feel like i do. 47! And still have not learned. Let me start at the problem: i am married, we have been together 10 years. My husband is great, works hard, loves me. But works alot. Is tired. And i am very alone. I had a male friend for the past 3 years. We recently crossed the line. Now, he (male friend) has ignored every text, message, etc. Wont talk to me at all. He is in a relationship too. Well, fine. I get it. But it compounds my feelings of lonliness. Again, my husband comes home, sleeps, goes to work. Our sex life is zip. I feel so old, ugly, useless and just done. I never thought my "friend" would turn on me like he did. It hurts. Being somewhat ignored by my husband hurts. Just tired of being and feeling this way. Do i just settle for nothing? Do i get counseling? Do i find a new fling? So lost. ..

Depression

How do we connect to someone if we need to talk in private, in here? It says the feature isn't available or something. 

Other

Why does he flirt with me and mentions his crush the next moment? 

3am Thoughts

जरा सबर करो
क्या पता
भगवान कि भी वही मरझी हो 
जिसके तुम आस लागये
बेठे हो ❤️


Caregiver

Do you get excited that after opening your eyes in the mornings 
Yeah it's a new day 

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