I am not happy with the relationship I’m having with my mom right now. I am having a hard time working on this strained relationship that we are having, and it’s been since months now. Ever since I’ve opened up about my boyfriend and I want to marry him. She hasn’t taken it well and I get to hear taunts, and mean statements just because he’s not from our caste. 
Until yesterday when the news was not broken to her, I was like her perfect daughter 
But now I’m zero for choosing a guy out of the caste. I feel very very terrible dealing with this 

You are an adult!!!!! Ik your mom's approval means to you a lot, but this is your life. You are the one who is going to spend the rest of their life eith this guy, and if you love him say no more. ITS YOUR LIFE. Its time now that we indians stop looking for our parents approval in things like whom we should marry or not, because we start listening to our parents on this matter , we will be stuck in a verbally and physicaly abuse marriage as half of them are rn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Family

My boyfriend hardly pays for anything. I have to pay for anything. What should I do. How can one ask the other person to pay without sounding weird 

Adulting

Theres this guy whom i used to talk to in 2014 , our family and his family were friends  , we were very close and almost talked like gf and bf for a year but never confessed feelings for each other. But slowly we stopped talking to each other ,intially we talked evrry day that slowly turned into once a month ,once 2 months and once a year thing but i had feelings for him .in 2018 i went to a family function where he was also there , but he didmt talk to me and didnt even look at my face and that day i texted him asking him about what happened and why he suddenly stopped talking to me. He saw all my msgs but didnt even reply,i  was shattered completely . After that i deleted his contact and now i domt even think about him . But some days like today i feel little sad and i feel like i didnt get the  closure i deserve , how to get over this guy completely

3am Thoughts

I miss my ex and I know that he is not good for me and his ego is veryyy big , do ex come back ??? I will always love him , where he is , aur whatever he does , he will have my heart because no one taught me to unlove him !! 

Breakup

How can someone who claims that he loves you, wants you forever, meet a new girl and cheat on you and decide to marry her only within 2months . And all you get as answer is it's arranged by family. And say "can we still be in relationship after my marriage".. what do you think what kind of person he is?

Relationships

 I want to cry. Scream screech.i am spiralling. I am unable to process.my boyfriend got engaged n soon will get married. I took a solo trip the very day he got engaged. Im getting triggered every time I see a couple. All thoughts roll in my head.my mind speeds up. I don't want to stay in one place. I want to keep traveling. Im feeling bottled claustrophobic. Helpless.what can I do!!!

I want to be back to living myself as I used to myself. But iv gone into self doubt. I wonder what's wrong in me!! Im I good??!! 
Where did I go wrong??!!

What can I do??!!

Why can't he take a stand??!!

His family has arranged a girl for him n his family is everything for him

Stating he spoke to his family but things didn't turn out to be the way he wanted

I don't know what to do.

Im getting triggered and spiralling.

I  spiral any time of the day and get panicky.

I feel like il react unexpectedly anywhere..n I'll have no control..

I don't know how long is this going to go??

And how will I deal with this in the long run..??!!

This is worse feeling ever.

I'm getting triggered hearing philosophical talks.

I need to be understood and resonated with.

I don't seek validation.

But is there someone who can exactly get what I'm in right now??!!

Without Judgements..!!

 



my boyfriend says that he loves me but just a little, not like he used to in the starting. He says we had too many fights to  keep that same love. Also he doesn't like to just sit and talk, he says there's nothing to talk about like generally but i am a person who loves to talk. We do a fight on a daily basis because of the differences bw us. I feel it's time to let it go because he isn't the one. 

My relationship is not in a good place since some days... I feel unseen 
Last night I told him not to toy with me ever. He said "what did i do?" I had something going in my mind but I couldn't tell him, so i said no, just for future reference..   ​

He said good night.
It's evening and I am waiting for his call or text.. he didn't text me or call me. I am not okay, and he knows it.. should I call him or should I not? I mean does he cares.. I don't want to be that clinging girlfriend .. what should I do?

Today we broke up mutually ... decision was mine as I know my parents will not allow and accept this relationship so I don't want to ruin his tum on this .. somewhere my feelings for him was not same as it used to be before .I don't know the reason..but now I am feeling so low and sad someone please help me to move on ..😔😔

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