i am not feeling well humesha asa lagta hai ki kuvh glt hone vala hai kisi kaam ko krne me intrest nhi ata even apne pasndida kamo me bhi nhi khi aane jaaane ka man nhi krta bus akele rehne ka man krta hai suddenly anxiety shuru ho jati hai or kitna hi kuch krlo mood cheerful nhi ho pata hai phir 

Just wanted to say its a constant feeling 😬

Read book the anxious generation. May be you will find some clues. Also, stay connected to nature and do some volunteering work to gain some different presepctive 

Anxiety

Kya mai zindagi mai kuch kr pauga ya nhi mujhe nhi pta mujhe kya banna hai kya krna hai kuch nhi ata dimag mai 12th medical side se kr li na bsc krna ka maan neet ki prep kr rha tha mbbs k liye ab wo bhi nhi milega kyuki padhai likhai to kuch krta nhi 2 saal kota rha thik thaak padhai ki but jbse lockdown covid aya tabse kuch nhi kia or ek ladki k chakkar mai pad gya or bs ab wo haath dho kr piche padhi hui hai nhi chod skti maar jaugi or pagal bhi h or mai bhi pagal hu jo usse serious pr serious krta jaa rha hu boli h shadi tere sath krugi.....bla bla or mera bhi maan nhi chodne ka pta nhi kya hua hai mujhe papa se bhi ladai krta rheta hu unhone he kota bheja ab mere baska nhi h neet pta nhi kya hoga maan krta h ki maar jao...but yaar yeh solution nhi paisa kamana hai paisa 😔😔 kya he kr pauga mai zindagi mai papa paisa lagne wale nhi ab or mai unhe kuch jyda he bol gya ki apke sath nhi rhena ek baar kamane lag jauga tab akela rhuga puri rishtedari se dur 

Depression

I was trying to flirt with a girl,  later I realised she was into karate after getting a kick in my nuts 

Bht dhuk rha hai 😭😭😭
She apologised after hitting but bht dhuk rha hai 
Chla bhi ni jaa rha 

Conflict

I am going to correct my perception now. My first need is this. Life mei ye cheez bohot important hai. I have started believing ki sab kharaab hai sab galat hota hai mere saath, mai lucky nahi hoon, I cannot do this, ye woh etc. But the reality is, kuch bura nahi hua hai mere saath. Mera perception is wrong hai. I always feel the glass is half empty. Jo already hai mere paas woh dekhti toh I could realise ki I am so lucky and brave. Ye duniya walo ki baaton mei aagayi hoon. Also family influence. I must not listen to anyone. Everyone has made me believe that negatively. Ab isey theek karna hoga.

3am Thoughts

Sab dating apps mein paid subscription hai, bina paise k kuch sambhav hi nahi hai is duniya mein...

Exhausted

Kuch yaadein hain jo abb bhi bhoolni baaki hai,
Kuch log hain jinhe apni zindagi se toh nikaal diya par dimaag se nikaalna abb bhi baaki hai
Kaash..kuch aise pal bhi aayein zindagi me...jahan mai apni yaadasht bhool jaaun aur sirf yaad rahe woh bachpan jahan mujhe logo se lagav nhi hua krta tha...

Hi guys
So  i am i a healthy relationship .. everything is going well its been 1 year now , he is generous caring .. pamper me on everything ... Like he is my perfect man  .. but i don't know sometimes when we don't talk because of any xyz reason  chahe kuch bhi ho... Ghr pr ho ya kuch bhi... Toh mere dimag me kuch ka kuch chlna start ho jaata h... That no he will leave me ... Uska mn bhr gya h ... He don't love me like earlier ... Mujhe pta h vo boht acha insaan h bt i don't know... Mere dimag me kyun itni baate aati h... Compared to my last relationship that guy my ex was way toxic...uski vjh se maine apni mental physical social saari health khrab kri thi ... Bt my present man ... He is really understanding... Bt pta nhi kyun m uski kuch baate alg way me interpret kr leti hu ... Because I don't want to get hurt again ... I get insecure that iske around colleagues h iski ...kisi or ko psnd kr liya isne toh... I don't know m overthinking krti hu jyada ya kya...bt in the end m yhi jaanti hu...mujhe fr se hurt nhi hona... Na m fr se kisi k aage joker bn na chahti hu ...na i don't want to lose this guy... I don't know what's this feeling ... A confusion or overthinking 😣

Relationships

Watched kisi ka bhai ,kisi ki jaan, ....now in urgent need of therapy to forget what i watched..my brain is not able to process anything right now.

Hmara relationship bhut asha tha ldio k wjha se ek month asa hi chal raha hai pehle bhit batain hoti thi ab  thodi bhut baat hoti hai   kya mujh use gift may wireless earphone leke dene chahiye?? Pehle mene use leke diye the jab wo mujse bhut btain krta tha smj nhi aa raha jab milne jau to buy kru ya rehne du?? Mera maan to mna kr raha kya kru?? Relationship ko sort krne ki koshish kr to raha hai per smj n ara kya kru?? Plz advice me

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