I am not feeling good. First I am going through a breakup and second my best friend also left me. Feels like world is shattering . 

Stay strong bud! Everything will fall in place

Somthing Same happened to me in 2019. 
But that phase has passed and it will happen with you too. For now Just try not to focus on them ik it will be tough but you have to distract yourself. Keep yourself busy and start mediating. It will help you with the peace. 

Bro even I had same situation they left me later they came saying sorry later they blamed me completely without any reason what should I say about such people 

Wish me luck for tomorrow's exam. I badly need it

3am Thoughts

Sham ho gai phone chalate chalte 
Kabhi kabhi lagta hai phone nahi chalaya to na subah hogi na din na rat.

Confusion

Idk why my heart's so heavy that I'm afraid to cry even but I don't know how to express my pain.... there's alot of ppl out there ready to listen but still I'm unable to talk about what's actually on my mind.... sometimes I feel like ending my life so as I could get out of this pain ....but suicide isn't an option beçoz I heard that it might bring ur close one's in to trouble even if they aren't the reason. Can't even focus ... literally I want to end up here nd itself 😞

Frustration

Lately I have been having a lot of anxiety and stress. My whole life I grew up with people not validating me. Being molested at an early age and not understanding what was wrong still bothers me. Not being heard as a young child and being blamed for my sexualized behavior made me feel like the problem. Growing up in an abusive household having to flee with our mom just to come back sucked. As a teenager I was taken advantage of by a guy who was 5 years older than me while other people heard it happening and didn't do anything. I feel like such a broken person. Every relationship I have ever had has been either physically or mentally abusive. I am having a very hard time finding help because I have trust issues. 

Anxiety

Bridgerton season 3 is Colin and Penelope. Finallyyy. I'm so happyyyy aaaaaaaaahhhhhh

I'm an introvert. I have a small circle of friends and they are my only friends. A few months back,my friend told me that she's stressed and depressed and due to that her skin colour is getting dark. And she hates that. I mean she hates her skin becoming dark in colour. For me,this is a sensitive topic. I've a dark complexion. I have heard a thousand of times that a particular cream/lotion/powder can make my skin brighter and fairer. This is a not new thing for me. I have heard a million of times that home remedies can make me look beautiful by changing my skin colour to 'Fairy white'. But that day,when my friend said those things it shook me. I had never imagined my friend to say something like that to me. I just had one thought. If she can't even love herself in that colour,how can she love me? For me, acceptance is a great deal in a relationship. If she can't even accept herself,how will she accept me? I was hurt. I felt betrayed like she's been acting to love me for who I am but in reality, she don't even like my skin colour. After that, I've been avoiding her. Rest of my friends are in good terms with her.And  I don't have any intentions to ruin that. But they are  insisting me to patch up with her. And I'm not able to do that. Maybe because I'm hurt. This incident is disturbing me for a long time. I feel like I've been fooled this whole time.


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