I am new in this platform i need to talk someone who understands me better. i am from Lucknow and i am also a professional so you all know about the cricket is not a easy game. because all days are not same everyday we have a new problems related to ups and downs so anybody who wants to talk with me can please come in my inbox and message me 

vijay srivastava

Breakup

Suddenly, you are in your toughest phase of ur life.

Depression

I am feeling so damn HAPPY right now! It's almost magical how certain people can uplift your mood and leave you feeling grateful for whatever you have in your life!
For anyone who's reading this, just know it will get better and you will find your way through it! I hope everyone has a fabulous day with their loved ones <3

Happy

I’m not sure I deserve to happy, I’m not sure I deserve to move on in my life. 😕

I posted a story about my nightmare on 27th may and getting comments on it but confused so much because when I saw that nightmare it was on Thursday(27 may) and this Thursday(3rd June) I got fever and headache so I'm feeling too nervous about it . Is it coincidence or is it signal of warning about my health ?  because that nightmare and fever are on same day but eventually on different date. If someone who don't know about this so please go first to my last post and read it after that come back, read this story again then you will be able to understand what I wanna tell you .. But please read it and give me opinion about it..

Dreams

Bro i can confidently say i am an idiot😂 like seriously man! I just study to pass. But actually i don't have any knowledge! I just say a video about students & thier study routine from other country. And now i can say i am dumb AF. 😂

Education

 Im telling you guys.Whoever told me that "i cant ignore my feelings and problem all the time".Have I told you to ignore them ALL the time?I just told you to try ignore them which mean,dont just think about your problems so deep and like,pushing yourself more into it.Do you know how much times you waste for such a bullshit?When you can study and work for your life,instead you choose to get yourself deeper in ur problem.It cant be ignore bcz you hold to them too much.Try to tell yourself that,this thing will pass one day and maybe one I wont even remember them.Then,start workibg for yourself which you will remembee its result forever.Your problems will be nuch bigger if you get into it deeper and hold them too tight.No one can help you.I tell you this,ppl may can comfort you like what I did now or maybe not,but,the only solution start within yourself.Ppl may told you the solution that you have seek but,the only one who can make it real is yourself too.Just stop crying and complaining,its okay to express your feeling sometimes.It just that,dont just do them always and later it will become your habit.Thats is a fact.Why dont you get up and start working for yourself?Change what you need to change and improve what you need to master.Cry but not a giving up tears.Now or never.Start now or you got nothing.You have the choices,we just sometimes are holding the first choice too much until we are blinded to see the much better choice.Suicide,It might be really nice isnt it...But,can you hold the regret of not fulfilling what you can actually get in this lifetime?Imagine that you already committing suicide and there is a mirror infront of you.Showing what will happen when you have committed suicide and when you get yourself up for one more time.
You saw when you almost committing suicide,suddenly you think about something that make you get up again.You get up again and start on planning what you should do and try to focus only with your goals.You experience many hardships and pains with tears.But,through time,you arent alone again.When you focus on your goal,you actually met some good friends who work and share time together with you There are conflicts but later on,you guys get back again and apologize each other.Then,you start working again.Until the end,you all achieve what you guys wanna achieve and you really fortunate enough to not committing suicide.Then,you still got many problems but,with some company and strong mindset you have build through passing soo many hardships,you now fear nothing.
By watching at the mirror,dont you feel regretful?Maybe you are not.Im just giving my dumb opinion.We live once.Maybe you guys believe in reincarnation or something.But,this lifetime will never be the same.So,just do anything you want now and be who you are!Byyyeeee!

Life

I'm okay. 
I'm okay. 
I'm okay. 

3am Thoughts

Phle to job ke liye pareshaan tha ab job mili to task ke liye pareshaan hu. 🥺. 
Task to ho nhi paya sir ne bola tha ki kaise bhi karke
Lana main to kaise bhi nhi kar paya abhi bhut tension me hu kb milega aaram  hey Bhagwaan Himmat do🥺. Ab main aur nhi chal skta aapki help bina 🙏. Hey bhagwaan help me 🥺🥺. 

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