I am missing my parents. Staying away seems all good and merry but you really miss them when you are at your lowest.

Its okay. Try talking to them over call whenever you miss them. That really helps. 

3am Thoughts

What does it mean if my boyfriend says he loves me but cannot speak to me before doing anything important because I bring bad luck to him?
I cannot look past this comment. Why be in a relationship when someone brings bad luck to them. Any thoughts?

Relationships

I cannot imagine losing Meredith. ￼

Depression

Anyone watched Cuttputlii?? 

Acquaintance

I don't know if I am feeling lonely or if it has become my habit or what.. I just keep checking dating app and this app continuously.. I am not able to focus on my studies.. like I am finding someone to talk to.. but also don't want to attach with anyone.. maybe I want to know people.. communicate with them.. but don't want to attach with them. I liked to chat with some people but told them to not think abt any future out of this.. I didn't want to waste their time.. but wanted to stay connected with them.. I tried to delete the dating app as well but I don't want to feel like running from something.. I should know how to manage things, like on which thing how much time I should spend n all.. but I am ending up wasting my time 🥲


Career

Here’s to knocking today out of the park. Kicking today’s ass. Living. Your. Best. Life. 

Happy

so my dad has epilepsy and gets strokes ,i also thinks he is mentally not fit owing to his profession and my grandparents,my grandparents stay stay with us and dont let us do anything in our way,the house is a mess and they dont even let us renovate..my mom feels tortured mentally all day by my grandmother and lately she is feeling financially insecure and regrets not continuing to work or moving out of granparemnts earlier..sometimes i really do feel my dad not treating and behaving well with my mom after all she sees in the day..he acts like he just doesnt care..i thought my mom shares with me everything..i got her some good books..taughts her insta and all..she watched altbalaji and did bingewatching..i also encouraged n supported her to start some work..but since lockdown she is home..dad is also bingewatching but both are doing on seperate devices..but some months back me and my lil bro saw mom texting to someone anonymous and that shook me..she behaves normal with dad n us..but hides all chats or deletes..sometimes even send photos and calls ..so now i everytime see her alone in room with her phone my mind thinks she is talking to that other guy and wen mom and dad fight.. i just hate that...i agree she needs someone to talk to but why is she hiding and talking,,, and talking like its an affair...i feel i wish i hadnt  taught her insta so much,,she posts more than me,,,and spends much more time on it...my dad may not be so expressive but he does love us..ik my mom does too..but everytime she says nad cares for dad..question pops in my mind then why are you doing that to him...i cant tell my dad coz he will be broken and i fear him getting a stroke or sometihing worse😖😖😖😫😫😫

Family

I wanna kill myself. Please suggest easy ways to kill myself 

Friendship suffers if your bestfriend is in relationship. 

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