I am missing my ex very badly today I don't know why it's been over eigth months and I can't focus on anything else. There is certain pain in my stomach and discomfort thinking that he has moved on and why am I stuck on the same page. 

If he would be then why doesnt he just message the same  

Going through the same sis. 
I guess we just gotta let this pain ride through us, till it can no longer hurt.

Relationships

I feel so bad because I give my 100% for every relationship that I'm in, be it with friends or anyone. But I feel that I do not get the same love or treatment back. How to deal with this? 

Friends

Gym jao


Exercise

I have a teammate who told me he dreamed of me last night, Jay. I was a cheerleader of an athletic team. The team won and somebody hugged me out of joy. I cried because I hate being touched by anyone yet somebody hugged me. He saw me crying and escorted me to the bench side HAHAHAHA this is epic. Half of it is actually true 😂

Dreams

Let's face it... we've changed. We are all changed. Somewhere between winter ending and school starting, we've gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends diminished, new love started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed, some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding new love while trying to let go. Even though we've changed, weball know that we are finding our places in the world, when we find out love, when we let go of love, when tears fall, or when the happy smile spreads across our face... we'll come to each other because no matter what happens, nothing will ever change to the point from where we all started!

Other

Today I'm angry and sad both. Which is more I struggle to define. 
My mom confessed today that she has purposely not cooking for me and making sure I don't have anything to eat. Not like snack or anything just basic food like roti sabzi. She thinks this will cause my weight loss. 
Honestly I don't have any issues with my weight but my parents do. Even though I'm highly accomplished individual, they keep insulating me all the time. Becoz of pandemic I was forced to live with them and it's almost been an year and on days are really rough.

Narcissism

Bro like none is being ad goofy and wired as me and matches my energy like tf😩

Conflict

I am shadeed single (male)

Any shadeed single (female) out ther? 


Crush

I am feeling great 😊! I am looking for some good friends! 
Feel free to contact me 🙂

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