I am missing how we used to spend time together, missing how he used to pay attention to me and would do anything to meet me , now things have changed he doesn't even give a crap , it's been 2 months since we've spent quality time together , he doesn't seem to care. I feel like crying as I do not want anyone else. Is there a way for him to go back to the way he was 🥲 . Manifesting a great great sex life ahead and lots of love from him. 🥺

He gone. 
If he hasn't talked about it and just idk mahn distanced himself it's better you also start detaching yourself because wishing that back will only hold you back from something or someone better in life, someone who will be consistent and if he feels different will share it with you. yeah mahn don't waste your time here. Wish him the best and look after yourself and your needs. 

3am Thoughts

I don't where to start but i m feeling lost and completely idiot and frustrated i just had fight with my boyfriend because of he not giving me his time so simply i want to tell him it's oky if you are busy just text me that you r busy so i can sleep peacefully so he told me his health was not oky nd he didn't want to tell me because i was busy but i was not busy i m the on who waiting for him all day and today i tell him i don't feel oky still he left me nd sleep and saying he loves me what should i do 

Confusion

Hello everyone 
Since a long time, me and boyfriend have had discussions about how to live after we get married. So apparently, I have a very good equation with my mum, I share everything with her and he doesn't have that equation with his parents but when I said I want live independently after marriage, he got upset for 4 days straight and today he told me that you know I can't live without my family but I will not force my decision on you at all. I am numb. I love him dearly but idk what to do now. 

Relationships

please someone help😭😭 i have strict parents so they dk that i have a boyf
my boyf gets pissed at this situation..and we had a bas fight
and says he wants to talk to my parents abt something..
this will ruin my life
they ll never trust me again..ugh my head hurt so bad😭
they dk even know he is my friend😭


Boyfriend

I feel like my life was wasted I broke up with my bf and two month later he in prisn he asked me to wait for him and I did 8 years later he got out and I moved two hours  away from my family   4 years after moving my life he asked me to marry him and our whole marriage was like we were room mates no sex no sleeping in the same room and now we are divorced and I'm stuck in a town that I know no one and I shut me self off from the world bc his charges was a sex offense  and he was on probation from 15 years  I feel like a fool and a dumb ass I just want to leave 

I wish I could go back .
I don't have regrets but still sometimes when I think deep , inside somewhere it hurts ! I still respect my first love, idky!! I wish I never dated someone ! I wish I didn't expected that I can give them happiness!! I wish I couldn't care for them that time!! I don't blame myself or them for anything , but I wish it never happened!! I wish I never cried or mad for them !! It was not easy to forget about them !! (After sometime like 2 yrs I dated a guy) I wish he never came to my life !! Well from the beginning I was prepared somewhere I knew it doesn't last long!! And after few months it happened ! I knew it before it's gonna happen, but I was prepared!! It doesn't hurt me anymore bec I came in relationship with that person so that I can understand his all problems and I can give him love and support but somewhere he doesn't want that Bec he was  already confused in his life!! I forgive him !! It wasn't his mistake! I already knew this is going to happen! Now he realised that how much I cared for him!! I'm greatful for what I did .

But now I'm going to wait for the person , not gonna date anyone ! It's not easy to see myself like everything is alright🌸 
I always tried to comfort , love , heal thier wounds when I was the most hurted person 💟
It was all lesson! Life is all about learning💜 I love the past me , present me& future me !!


Happy

Well , I come from a family where they are very strict and I can't share what I feel to them because they would label me as coward or emotional fool. So in this case a guy started talking to me and we enjoyed each other's company and we both suffer in case of sharing emotional stuff, we been seeing each other and got physical too. I didn't talk about any commitment thing but he said he is bit attached. But after few days when I asked him about that he gaslighted and manipulated that he was joking and nothing serious.... And i felt like stupid for asking if he has feelings for me.. Thing is he expects me to propose and i think he is bit narcissistic. Now he says like he wants to be friends with benefits. What should I do. Sometimes he pretends like he likes me other time he runs away. What should I do

Anxiety

So here is a thing. I met someone through a dating app even though I had no intention of dating. We talked and I felt he is good. So we exchanged contacts and are still in touch. But before all that I made it clear to him that I didn't wanted to have a relationship now so he agreed we could be friends. We chat sometimes and I felt like he is very genuine. He did never crossed the line. We are polar opposites and didn't have much in common but still have certain interests similar. I felt like we had very different vibe which doesn't match at all so I  could sense that there is no point in having a relationship btw us. Besides all of these, he recently asked me for a meetup which I couldn't say no to. He lives very far from me but is still willing to come where I live just to meet me in person. I really didn't like the idea bcz I felt like I'm not doing justice. I tried to persuade him from canceling this meetup but he says he really wishes to meet me. I don't know if I'm doing it right but I don't want him to have wrong assumptions. Also I'm very anxious in meeting him since he is someone I'm not used to see or since he is a total stranger. I mean he is really good but I'm anxious whether I'm just going to disappoint him later. Somebody please help me from this turmoil! What should I do?

Hello everyone, 

Hope you all are doing good!

I just wanted to share that I feel very rejected and hurt. I am through a breakup and breakups are tough. But it is tougher when you love each other but can't be with each other because if the external issues like family you are unable to fight against. And to be honest, he has changed my life in way I can't even explain. And what did I do? I just left him more hurt and vulnerable. I am disappointed at myself. I feel insecure and uncertain. My confidence and self worth is very low rn. I don't have friends I can share this with. So here I am just trying to convince myself that everything will be alright. 

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