I am living constant anxiety for no reason I cannot enjoy my life because of this.
it is really hard to live in anxiety for no reason at all above everything I am overthinking a lot .
my boyfriend he means the world to me but I cant help it i am overthinking our relationship 
I am trying so hard not to , but i cant help it so i just suffer in silence and wallow in self pity.
all I want is to enjoy my life in peace, laugh out loud and be happy.

Anxiety

**Love heals all**
Ever found yourself floating in the sky when you know someone loves you fully. It's actually your inner child realizing that it can be loved. It releases all the tension it has been holding on to, for the lack of being acknowledged. This means we have been neglecting it or making up false justifications of why it can't be loved. These are the parts of us that we feel guilty or fearful of having in us. These are the parts of us which we don't like even when other people embody it fully.

But magic happens when someone loves us, as these parts of us feel included in the collective that we are.

So progressively start accepting and loving yourself however you are are. You won't have to overly depend on someone else to feel lovable. 💕

Self Love

I'm so tired of people having so many emotions and me, at the same time can't feel anything. i ,on the other hand get irritated by people when they show too many emotions. i didn't choose to be this way. for as long as i can remember I've had the least amount of emotions. and i expect people too to behave as practically as i do. and then people think of me as cold hearted and sometimes people have even called me heartless. And since i actually don't feel that much so I've never been sad about these titles, but when people refuse to listen to me or take my opinion by giving a justification that I'm heartless thats what actually bothers me. I've tried to feel like others by trying to understand their situation but i just can't.

3am Thoughts

Hello my friend. I hope you are doing well
I kind of miss you but you don't know . I just wanted to say thanks for coming in my life for letting me be a part of your life . And helping me see the other side of the world . My way of looking at the world has changed a lot and I can never go back in life . Thankyou for being there thanks for teaching me lots of things I will never get a friend like you  I just want to tell you it's not your fault so be happy but please don't forget me , always keep me in your memories  don't forget my existence and lead a good life . I am not really so good of a person but I pray lord Jesus bless you too

Friends

If you see someone is not smiling, give them yours. 💙💙

Love

Today I feel really horrible.
Last Sunday we bought a TV for 1.2lakhs, clearly it’s way too costly, I just finished 12th grade and got really good score in boards. They bought that tv just for those achievements, but I was totally against it and instead i  asked for a laptop well below that price.. and my mom didn’t like it because she thinks that I don’t need a laptop(I am a VIT vellore student pursuing CS degree from sep 1-2nd week) perhaps she said you can use a laptop which is like 8yrs old, but still functions... but slow..
Idk, I asked my grandparents to do something, because we paid it using EMI, and that TV is supposed to arrive Tom.. I asked them to convince my parents to stop buying that TV and instead invest it or buy me something useful.. idk if it was the right step. I did that because my mom was throwing tantrums when I said I don’t need a tv.

Education

I had a better day!! ❤
I'm starting a 7 day soup diet that helps you lose 10 pounds I hope it works 
My mood had changed?? 
I cant wait to go back to school and have an actual schedule
Also this app having no notifications I keep forgetting I have it 
I have been taking melatonin too😆

How do you comfort someone without looking so arrogant?

Confusion

Hello. My fellow LGBTQ+ community members i just want to say that you are VALID. LOVED. RESPECTED.

If any of baby gays want to talk or ask about anything I'm here to talk

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