I am learning to ride two Wheeler...I wish to ride himalayan... But I am scared to drive gear bikes... How can I gather courage

Yes... It's too tricky... It's hard to concentrate that point clutch loose and level uping the accelerator

I like both.... But gear changing is tricky

Start with light weight bikes and level up

Gear bikes can be tricky at first but just start with short distance and work your way up. You got this ✌🏽

Anxiety

#KhudSeHaarGya Kuch waqt apne aap se laddne ke baad aaj khud se haar gaya na Maa baap ka Sahara mila.. jisse pyaar kia woh Haara dekh chodh ke chaldia.. kehne ko yaari bohot h lekin iss waqt sab kinaara liye apni manzil ko nikal liye.. dard baatne ke liye Sharaab kya peeli kambakht ek sharaabi ne mujhe sharaabi thera dia.. soch rha hu kisi raaste nikal jau kahi dur kisi nagar jaha koi mujhe na jaane na puche ki tune kya haara.. hassta hu khud pe yeh sochke ki woh insaan jisne apne aap ko bech dia sabki khushiyon ke liye uske muqaddar m Chand lamho ki khushi bhi naseeb na hui... 

Depression

You knew what I needed
Even I knew that you can’t fulfil it !

Breakup

Which mangos🥭 are good in summer😆🤭?

Confusion

The only friends I have I communicate with via text/video call (sometimes). I moved away from my home country and I’ve been here since 2017. I don’t think I’ve made any real effort to make friends. I’m very scared of being known yet I yearn for connection. I told myself I’d make an effort this semester at school and I don’t intend to go back on it. Sometimes the loneliness is just too much, though. I’m also afraid of being “too much” for people. Whenever I feel that I’ve gone too far it sends me into a downward spiral of dejection (which I am in right now). I think maybe I’d rather not be known than to have to dilute myself because that is not just another form of loneliness, it’s rejection too.

Mental Health

A trip with my friend turned my life upside down when we were star gazing at a mountain in leh ladakh.

We went there to watch a meteor shower that was supposed to happen.

When it started, it was really beautiful, we had never seen anything like that.
One of the meteor didn't burn in atmosphere. It hit the earth across a mile where we were at.

We decided to go and take some pictures as it almost may never happen for us again.

When we reached at the site, something unusual seemed to come out of the space stone. It was somekind of black liquid.

We got scared and hid behind a tree to see what it is. It soon started to move on the soil. My friend snapped a picture. It feeled our presence so we ran, we experienced a flash of light on our back while we ran out.

We reached our hotel, and started to pack to leave. We took our bike and left for home.

After we reached home, there was no news about a meteor hitting earth. So we forget about it and moved on in oir daily life.

Suddenly one morning, when I woke up, there was a somekind of armour in my bedroom, it stood still, I asked the building watchmen, did some parcel came for me? 
He replied- No!

I used to live alone so I left for my job thinking I will take care of it later.

When I returned, I tried to move it but it didn't move. I tried to look for some switch or something that may be able to do something, but I failed to locate one, 
When I stood in front of it, it scanned me and suddenly it opened. I got scared and stumbled over the bed. 


3am Thoughts

Therapy really works lol

Any tips on how to get over a break up without having a rebound? I want to move on and be single for a while. I'm always jumping to a next guy after a break up but this time I want to heal properly and learn how to be on my own. I am falling apart, can't stop crying, my chest hurts and I really don't know what to do or how to cope. We go to the same uni and in the same class, how will I cope especially seeing him with other people. The break up was my fault, I was a terrible girlfriend but I thought I was doing most things right. Sigh. Help.

It has been so hard lately and I feel like I have got no tongue to express how I feel and think. Parents have been pressuring me to do something which clearly I don't want to do. I'm falling behind on my work. I haven't got any time to relax and ease because my mind doesn't let me. It's funny how the universe just landed this role on my shoulders of being the one who takes care of the family and whatnot, despite being the youngest one. I don't like it one bit. I don't like how I wake up everyday feeling depressed, no reason to live and go on, and by the time I'm getting back into bed for a night's sleep, I'm torn apart by all these thoughts and responsibilities. I can never share how I feel with my elder sibling or my parents because they are cruel and ruthless and believe in 'Don't worry, be happy' . It doesn't solve anything. I falling into this sinkhole which will not let me be happy anymore. I'm so tired and numb.

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