i am just feeling sad but that sadness is a more different feeling than anyone who know me i try to be social but whenever i go out i always get mad inside why am i in a crowd i just wannabe alone that is why i hate crowds and i hate people

Remember...this feeling will never last forever... take a break.. start slow

Lonely

Is it true that God only gives pretty faces to those who are his favorite? 
Are ugly people cursed? 

Insecurity

BC yeh career tensions, adhuri love story, family problems, financial problems etc etc... Yeh sab episode raat ko hi kyun ate hain ..!?

Career

Hey I’m a first year student probably second year now I haven’t done any internships I’m stressed that i will never be able to find one as I constantly need someone to guide me and people in my college are always doing something or the other. This thought keeps me up at night and my low self esteem is also triggered by this :(

College

any medico ? 

Education

I don't know how to feel about this
I have history of mixed anxiety depression and panic attack. I have taken treatment for that and learned to handle it calmly... Everything was going better but since few weeks I started having mild anxiety attacks.. I'm managing it well I guess... 
I'm 25 years old and in a long distance relationship... He's supportive and positive about our future plans.. But he's not stable financially... I'm a corporate worker... I help him whenever he needs... I don't feel anything bad about it.. I'm happy to help him get stable so we can settle down... 

Today he asked me for a financial favor and as always I didn't say no and I also didn't say yes... I said we'll discuss... 

I was tired so I was trying to sleep.. I wanted to sleep instantly so I applied rules from a article on sleeping which says to relax your body and picture relaxing scene in mind... I proceeded to do so and I started imagining us on a beach, sitting and watching sunset but it started bothering me and  I got all thoughts about him asking a financial favor... I got confused and my mind started imagining myself on the same  place but alone... Every place started playing in my mind which I want to visit but I was alone and I felt relaxed... But I don't want this... I'm afraid of having such thoughts... Thinking of him is supposed to make me happy and relaxed... 

Mental Illness

so it’s been a month since i started dating my boyfriend. everything was going good. but since he stays an hour away and he’s doing engineering so it’s very difficult to miss college and meet, we kind of are in a long distance. i don’t mind doing long distance but since it’s only been a month and we are just getting to know each other, it’s getting hard for me to do this. i want to meet him. but i know it’s difficult. only calling and face timing is not enough for me in a relationship. i want to spend more time with him which looks very difficult cus the upcoming months he’s gonna be more busy. plus on text also lately his replies are getting dry. idk the energy is not the same. i don’t know what to do. 

Boyfriend

Randomly milne wale hi hamsafar ban jaye essa jaruri nhi...
Kuch 2 pal rhe kr bhi hamsafar wali
Kitabon me apni yaad chord jaate hai! 


Dreams

Hi buddies.I am new here.Lets rockk.Any one there for a conversation?

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