I am just exhausted of seeking attention and care from my BFβ¦i feel jealous when he talks to his female friend (Though seldom but he feels happy after that)β¦i had a one side love towards him n felt out of the world when he proposed meβ¦But he is a person who doesnot show care and love towards me all the tymβ¦But he makes his friend feel happy (eg:by offering chocholates to her whenever he goes to meet her)β¦he has never done such things for me neither has he made me feel specialβ¦i just crave for his attention n care coz its my first love n i show so much of my luv and care. to himβ¦i know it is selfishness butβ¦π
Itβs not selfishness, you just want to receive the same type of effort he does for other people. Tbh I wouldnβt be able to handle a relationship like that, someone who loves you will show it without you having to ask for it . Especially if he can do it for friends. I once had a bf that was the best of friend to all his group of friends but I felt like I didnβt receive the same effort or respect. I communicated once how I felt and since there wasnβt any change I left him. Self love is very important, know your worth, know what you deserve and donβt settle for less. Since itβs your first love it seems so difficult to leave them but trust me the world wonβt end it will only get better after a while, and if you canβt leave him I just hope he starts showing that affection soon.
Thanku so much for your valuable advice:-)