I am Just annoyed with my Moms Actions she Just doesnt care about me.   
And Really i am Not able to take this anymore. She Keeps on taunting me and Just insults me Indirectly. My House Atmosphere is not So That you can talk freely. And if I even talk to her she wont understand. Firstly Being a Mom what she is doing is wrong and Its been years I am taking this shit. I am done.

Move out for a few months 
Do a comparison .choose the better option 

R as in Real 

Mum mad at me for being sickk... whenever I cough she says that I am without a mind . .Meh trying not to cough🙂

Family

Got in a fight with my mom day before yesterday and now not talking to her for 3 days🙃 
And I don't want to say sorry to her because it wasn't my mistake

Motherhood

It’s been almost 6months me and my mom spoke to each other. And that’s really disheartening. She usually stops talking to me but I have decided not to talk to her this time. 

Misunderstanding

nowadays even talking to mom abt my problems feel like wrong. what is this feeling?

I feel like scratching the shit of me because I am so furious today. 

Exhausted

I am currently preparing & taking action towards my business! It makes me happy to achieve my goal. However, my mother always has something to say about everything I do, how I feel, and how I live. I could even hear her criticizing me even though I was living alone. I feel guilty or not enough for all of my life because I'm afraid of her opinions & judgement.
As I'm recovering from a panic disorder, I do not wish to tolerate this because this can affect me badly. I've communicated with my mother in the past. I tried to understand her point. I shared my view and set my boundaries even when it has led to many arguments. It feels tiring to listen to her who says that she supports me, and then she does criticize or manipulate me and won't believe that I am capable. I am currently losing nights of sleep because of this *-*

I don't want to live up to her expectations because if I did, I would never feel happy or able to live my life. I do deserve to live my life to the fullest. I know I am successful. I know what I am doing right now leads to where I belong.

So my mother is as condescending, shaming and verbally abusive as its gets. Remember, abuse comes in many ways. This is to the worst Diwali ever. If you are a mid twenty someone whose parent/parents are verbally and emotionally abusive, not to mention relentless in their pursuit to make you seem like a bad guy under the guise of being a working parent, how do you deal with it? This is every year, every day. Just today, I was shamed for petting a dog and not working, leaving her to work all alone. Keep in mind, I helped her clean the entire house and gave up on th decorating when she butt in about ten times and critiqued my work. She disgueses this under the garb of "I dont unnecessarily praise my children and boost their ego. I keep it real and tell them their mistakes." She forgot " I never appreciate them too and I tear them down by saying the most vile crude things in private and escalating fights. I cant do this.  

Relationships

My mom is so toxic that sometimes I wonder how does she sleep at night doing what she does to people. How do such people justify themselves to their God? Such a manipulator. So bad to her own children and family yet the  nicest to others. 
People always say good things about her and I assume she speaks bad about us outside. 
She talks to my ex who abused me physically. And an event is coming up where he might be present. If she talks to that guy I swear I will cut all ties with her. 
I had a boyfriend who had proposed to me. We wanted to get married but she created such a big scene and I had to say no to him cause she said things like "If his parents come to our house I'll insult them and say horrible things to them." I'm 27 now and single. When people ask why I'm not married yet she brags that our daughter wants to marry someone of our choice. What a load of horse-shit! She walks like she is the perfect person on the earth after causing so much damage to our family. It's not like we all don't know how to shout back or abuse or say worse things to her. We chose not to. My dad always says "Only love can change her so be nice to her." 
All the trauma she has put me through I haven't received a single apology from her yet I behave normally with her pretending that nothing happened. But I despise her fake personality. 
She talks to boys (she wanted son who would drive her around, take her shopping). Let's out every secret of our family to these dumbfucks she talks to. I don't trust her. I don't know when I'll lose control and leave my house. She blames my father for the troubled relationship she has with her kids but in reality we grew up and understood how horrible of a human she is. Dad has nothing to do with it. 
I can't comprehend how a mother can be like this to her children. How can someone be so selfish... Hear this... She wanted me to marry a rich guy so she can lead a comfortable life... 
Idk man. Why is she like this... What do I do...
I can't imagine what my dad must have been through. What would you guys do?

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