I am Just annoyed with my Moms Actions she Just doesnt care about me.   
And Really i am Not able to take this anymore. She Keeps on taunting me and Just insults me Indirectly. My House Atmosphere is not So That you can talk freely. And if I even talk to her she wont understand. Firstly Being a Mom what she is doing is wrong and Its been years I am taking this shit. I am done.

Move out for a few months 
Do a comparison .choose the better option 

R as in Real 

My mother make me wanna su*cide 

Anxiety

I am feeling very irritated on everything 😑😑 ughh

Frustration

 I am good To mother for instance watched movie with her, being nice to her, talking lovey dovey, but each time get this feeling that I am doing something wrong and that I supposed to be mad. 
Then I argue with myself that I will be good habitually and that is what I am doing because I will not let myself to be taken by bitterness.

Confusion

I feel like scratching the shit of me because I am so furious today. 

Exhausted

I have mother issues. My mother has been trying to control my life and at the same time been very emotionally abusive. She loves it when she makes me cry, like she actively smiles and dances around with joy after hurting me. What bother me is when I tell people this, they're instantly there to defend her and are quick to invalidate my emotions. "She's your mother, all mothers want this for their kids." How can people be so close minded? That's how you get people stuck in a toxic relationship. Please becareful of this mindset.

Family

My mother just got diagnosed with Arthritis. She stays so sad all the time now. She used to be a happy woman, I dont know why this happened with her. She is so low and upset and dull these days.

Physical Health

Got in a fight with my mom day before yesterday and now not talking to her for 3 days🙃 
And I don't want to say sorry to her because it wasn't my mistake

Motherhood

today i may have had the biggest “fight” with my mom. tbh i dont even know how it got this far. it’s just that she tends to have really heavy mood swings. its not always like that. this morning everything was fine but she suddenly got very angry. she wasnt angry at me i think bc i didnt really do anything besides of helping her in the kitchen. but it really felt like she was taking her anger out on me. she was very irritated by anything i did. she was cursing at every little inconvenience. and was very loudly screaming. i really do love my mom she is my everything but sometimes it feels not fair that i always have to be the person that has to accept her behaving like this to me. i really couldnt hold my emotions anymore. normally im a very patient person and im used to her sometimes being like this but at this point im really sick of it. i was sobbing asking her why she was behaving like this to me. it was really just me finally letting out all of my thoughts just for her still irritated to say that it’s not because of me. she really doesnt understand how i must have felt in that position. i always try to understand her. it all ended up by her apologize to me. it wasn’t sincere. it was when she forced me to also come to eat breakfast even though i’d refused since i wasnt hungry at all after out fight. after her mockingly apologizing to me i really felt
like she wasnt taking me serious so i got up and went to my room. she’ll probably act like nothing happened as always.
just had to let it all out.

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