I am in third year of engineering college. I am not sure of it as a career. I have close friends and often feel that they are not my friends anymore even if they are extremely helpful towards me. I love one of my close friends but she doesnt have same feelings and I respect that but I don't feel like myself often cuz of lot of insecurities and unclear future vision. Often I overthink about these things and can't help myself. I am not productive at all these days..

Adulting

if it is real it has no ends

Insecurity

Friendship 

College

I feel like a complete loner... I have friends but are they really my friends given that they don't care about what I have to say???? 


Lonely

2 of my best friends are in the same class and I am in a different stream completely. Lately they've been meeting without me usually for class stuff but then it's not like they talk abt just that when they meet. And I get that I'm in a different college and stuff but they can atleast invite me and lemme say no if I don't wanna come. Like one part of me gets it. I don't NEED to be there. And I wld probably decline anyway lol but theres this stupid insecure part of me that just feels hurt.

Friends

It's weird that as we grow older we have less and less friends. There was once a time in my life where I could just go and talk to people and make new friends. But as time goes no one stays.

Intro

I do not have friends. What do i do?

What do you go against lonliness? 

I've thought about my life when it hit me. There's no one really consistent in my life. My friends aren't really good friends. I'm not my best friend's best friend. College friends seem temporary. No old friends from school left. No one thinks of me first when something exciting happens. No love interests, just rejections and retreats. It feels like I'm alone in this world with 8 billion people.

I just want to share my life with friends or a partner. 
But I can't find anyone who wants to stay.  

Hiii this is to anyone who is feeling down due to their friends not treating them right ! Friends can serve a great purpose protect u and help u but if they r toxic or mean they can be horrible , like decide to travel on your birthday as a group and not even invite u , because who cares ! U r not important , choose to abandon u on festivals because u r not important who cares , u r only to be called when they wish to , when such people r their in your life move away , ignore them , i  know it hurt , sometimes u think eho would wanna be friends with me ? I am a loser NO U R NOT U DESERVE BETTER START TO MOVE AWAY AND LEAVE , U R VALUED , U R IMPORTANT !!!! DON'T LOSE YOUR SPECIAL SPARK BECAUSE OF SOMEONE NOT VALUING U ! 

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