I am in need of genuine friends. I really want a friend . I want friends who care for me, who think of me and who stay with me. I am so alone. 

Thank you so much for your words and efforts to type it out! I appreciate it!!

You aren’t. Look around you. Have faith in your close and near/dear ones. Have blind faith. And let this pass. Hit up, let’s connect!

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Being comfortable in your skin and not being dependent on anyone, even a friend is the biggest strength in this new age. Trust me, solitude is bliss. You don’t need anyone when you yourself are more than enough for your life. If someone has blown away your flame, try and re-ignite it, but never be dependent on anyone emotionally. The messed up thing about being dependent on anyone emotionally is that its pretty evident to the other person and most of the times you are just setting yourself up for disappointment. But I really do hope you get what you want ❤️

Depression

Anyone live in Delhi Ncr 
Lets become friends 🤗

Friends

Somebody tell him to come and just kiss me. I aren't your just friend anymore 😤 

College

Have Patience 'God isn't finished yet'

I want to start a blog about my life experiences. Even if i am just a teenager my struggles are already hard to count. But i am confident that sharing those experiences will help a lot more teenagers out there. I just don’t know how to start it and i’m kind of scared. If you have any idea how to make a blog site. Please reply. Any help will be appreciated.

Other

I wish all the pain comes to an end.
Last few years has been hell for all of us.
My mother is going through a rough patch. She just had a major surgery.
My father being an alcoholic, talking rubbish when he's drunk and ganging up with his mother against my mother, she's being very cornered for every single happening thing.
I really wish he understands my mother. Stops drinking. And both live a happy life.
I really wish this comes to an end.


Family

Idk what i'm even feeling at this point, everyday is a blurry mess and it keeps getting worse. I wake up, forget everything and carry on, its become a repeating cycle at this point. I don't even know if i feel any emotions at this point, like am i just faking my own emotions or am i genuinely numb to it all? I can't remember the last time i actually enjoyed something or didn't have to fake a smile and was genuinely happy. Worse part is i fear mornings, every morning is just a repeating nightmare, a toxic mother, nobody at home, an emotionally unavailable brother, a school where no one likes you, like everyday my mom gets to me about being a failure, how all of my "friends" are better than me at everything and i'll never amount to anything, how all my friends and classmates top the classes, are good at everything they do and i'm the only person who can't do anything, is a failure to the family, how my brother is so much better than me, and that i'm worth nothing to her, i remember her explicitly telling me ince "you're such a bad daughter, you don't even study a little bit, you know what, just go die, you aren't my child, i disown you, and just die, i don't care how, you can commit suicide for all i care, slit your wrist, jump off a building, i don't give a fuck, just i don't want you around anymore cause you're an awful person and don't deserve to live." all because i got 74percent in my report card instead of 95. I'll admit i am a faiure, a good for nothing, but that really did hurt. I keep on standing strong for everyone, everyone thinks i'm a normal, happy child, i have no problems, i have a perfect family, etc. No its the complete opposite, the only reason i don't show my emotions is because i'm like the "therapist" person of every friend group, nobody actually wants me around, they just use me as an emotional dumpster and i have to stand strong, keep a smile on my face, but i feel nothing at all, i feel alone, miserable all the time, and i don't even know the reason for it. I feel like a complete failure to everyone and i know nobody will really stick around for someone like me, as the days pass i get more and more insecure for i don't even know what reason.

I apologize for the huge rant, i didn't mean to burden anyone, it all got too much for me rn and i just felt like i needed to vent. I apologize if i wasted anyone's time, I'm sorry.
Bye, have a safe night/day.

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