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RS @rias98

I am in my CA Final. And I have exams in Dec 2021. I have been planning everything and even was working hard towards it. Until the mid of September something inside me changed. I stopped studying . And I have spent these 2 months don’t know doing what. I feel trapped in the cycles of Overthinking, procrastinating, binge watching youtube, guilt tripping myself. Telling myself I will get better but I am not. And it is killing me inside. I can’t see my face in mirror. No matter what I do I am just not able to concentrate anymore. I feel like I have lost everything. My preparation , my zeal towards my exams. I feel disappointed and dread inside. And i have never shared this feeling with anyone. And I am here now. I just don’t know. I never saw myself getting stuck in this pattern again. The same happened with me in the initial stages of CA exams too. And It made me feel so stuck. I just don’t know what I will do. I can’t face my exams , my family, myself.

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RS @rias98

I am not using insta currently. We can connect here

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RS @rias98

No that option is not available.

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RS @rias98

I tried , it’s not working

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RS @rias98

Brings that change as in this phase I am in?

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RS @rias98

Idk . One day I just felt so low , i slept for a whole day and I just was never able to study again.

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RS @rias98

Thankyou.

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Anonymous

I do this every day for multiple years. People hate me judge me for being like this

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Anonymous

You should also start making small goals even if you don’t achieve them. Setting them itself is an achievement. I can understand

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RS @rias98

People don’t know our minds. Sometimes it’s nkt even our choice to feel like this.

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RS @rias98

I try. It just is not happening.

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Anonymous

I know this happens. Note every goal you make. Either in phone or diary. This will help for sure

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Anonymous

I know I hv been through worst trust me.

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RS @rias98

What makes you still hopeful? How do you get suvh strength?🥺

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Anonymous

I simply want to help because I m never helped. I m always left drowning. I m still drowning. That doesn’t mean I should let others drown too. I know this pain

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RS @rias98

When i failed in ca inter i had this drowning feeling pulling me down. Like i was gasping for air. I can feel you. I really hope you get out of it.

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Anonymous

It’s been 7 seven years I m into this. I don’t think I will ever get out of this. I hv lost myself

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RS @rias98

CA final?

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Anonymous

Naa intermediate

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Anonymous

I m not pursuing CA anymore

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RS @rias98

And you are not able to find happiness in the work you are doing anymore?

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Anonymous

My family is ashamed of what I do because they can’t show me off to others anymore. They simply disowned me

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RS @rias98

That’s not done. Have you tried talking? With them maybe they have some miscommunication

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Anonymous

Its been seven years a miscommunication can’t exist this long. My mother also passed away in between she used to be bridge between us and only person who loved me. Now I am simply a maid to rest of my fly. They r punishing me this way

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Anonymous

I love the work I do I m a teacher. I love being around children they listen to me. I am visible to them at least

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RS @rias98

Wow that’s great 💫 more power to youuu

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Anonymous

Thnx

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Anonymous

Same has happened with me. I was also CA student.

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RS @rias98

Really? How did you get past it? Please 🥺

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Anonymous

I wasn’t . Years passed but I am still struck in that classroom and those books. My own people disowned me. Because they can’t show me off any more

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RS @rias98

I am sorry. :(

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Anonymous

Don’t be every one’s story is not same

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RS @rias98

I know. It was my first attempt and I feel i have flunked it already.

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Anonymous

Don’t worry until you don’t think it’s over it’s not over. Your life your choice. Feel what you feel fully then win your battle

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RS @rias98

Okay :’(

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Anonymous

Trust me just just don’t trust others. Just think about your life and don’t give up. You can do anything

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RS @rias98

Thankyou , but how do I start again, i just feel stuck in a loop

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Anonymous

Set small goals for studies. Write in diary or phone it will help

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RS @rias98

I will try thankyou :’)

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Anonymous

Glad you liked

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