I am hoping for things to be better for the last five years. It is getting worse every day. In the end, everyone is a hero, and I am the villain. I see people in my dreams, People who have harassed me, abused me, my mother. I can not take it anymore. Sometimes things do not get better for a few people. I want to quit, but not courageous enough to harm myself. Where to go? What to do? How to disappear?
It’s something we can’t runaway those things will always haunt us even though it’s not your fault I would you leave the place go somewhere you really want to go try to build up new connection and yeah it is tough to trust people so take your time and look on the picture of yours when you were a new born and let your feelings spill out and tell your old you that no matter what you will protect him and I hope you find a way to protect yourself because you matter and i just hope you survive from this drastic situation
Have a faith 🌼🌼🌼