I am healing! I am a person who suppresses their emotions and won’t hurt even the person who did the worst with me. But instead punish myself by ignoring my needs, ignoring my health my life my career. And I did it for the longest time. And I was trying very hard to not do it but I couldn’t seem to stop. Maybe I made myself my own punching bag. I shut my system down bcz of the hurt I went through as dealing with it was beyond my capability and all I knew was to supress things. But I have been struggling and working on it since 2years now and I won’t say I am any better or I have “transformed” myself like we see on social media these days but yeah I am very much on the path. I am healing my body n mind. And I am still at step 1 and I am in soo much pain rn but I cannot complaint tbh. I am grateful! So if anybody here is struggling rn just know that it gets better and it’s definitely not a straight line and it won’t ever feel like you’re getting somewhere but trust me it all adds up in the end! Keep going warrior!
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