I am having trouble doing pretty much anything I want to do. My hobbies don’t really matter to anyone else since I have no friends, and it really makes me sick. I can’t sleep thinking if I will ever be able to make good music. I have no one to make music with, discuss lyrics with, or to have fun with. I really need someone who writes meaningful lyrics and understands me. I want other people to come together by understanding the music I make but it is just not possible to do it all alone