Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I am having hard time to change this… Please help
I can’t believe in me from deep in uk and
that’s stopping me from even trying like what is the point of even giving so much when at the end u know the result will be disappointment again.
I don’t even have that energy to push myself uk, I AM ALREADY EXHAUSTED OF DISAPPOINTMENTS BY MYSELF.
Now I havean imp evaluation test of a big company tommorrow still I don’t find any hope in me to study for it. Idk I feel so depressing of me to everyone around.
Anyways Good day!