I am going to spend the rest of my life alone. I am a widow and was so in love when he passed and I would never remarry and disrespect him but the fat that I am going to be alone is sad. Its not so much the loneliness that is the issue it is how long I am going to have to wait to be with him and see him again.
Can we know how old are you & how much time you were married for? Any kids or working somewhere. And truly sorry for your loss. I do feel he was blessed to have you in his life to love him so much. Iβm sure heβs with you still in every step of your way.
Simran @st1199
Hi!
A small different perspective - Marrying again will not lead to disrespecting him in any manner in fact I feel he would want you to be happy in life and not cry every day for him rather cherish his memories lifelong. π
Long enough to be there where he is right now.
What do you feel and what you want deep down? π»