I am getting married soon to my love of my life this December. I am supposed to be happy. But I am not. All this work, all this expense ! Doing everything myself. I am exhausted. There is no excitement. I just want to get over with this.

It ain’t the money. It’s the exhaustion. She is facing same problem as I am. We are well to do guys from not so well to do families. For us it’s celebrating our 11 yr journey. 

Exhausted

I love being frndly
But I haven't ever trusted someone fully 100%.

I always think I m temporary person in everyone's life but I cherish the bond i m currently sharing with the people.

But in deep inside i wish if I could have atleast one forever person.✌️

3am Thoughts

Hello, 
Hope you all are doing well. 
I am a 26 year old unmarried women. I have been into 3 relationships and I have been cheated on by mean in all the relationships. Now , I am with someone new and I have this constant fear of getting cheated on. Even I got to know a few days Back that this guy also lied to me about his ex and was talking to her when we were together. He apologized to me for that and now we are together. He never refuses when I check his phone or ask for any screenshots.  But I have this constant fear for getting cheated,  again. I don't know how to over come this. This is ruining our relationship.  
Can anybody help?. 


Cheating

Feeling worst... 
Thinking too much about the way I look
I feel I am ugly.. 
What to do? 

Frustration

Bestfriend ne propose kr dia yr...

Hi any one up for a convo?

I have had good grades all year, I have been working hard and I have passed every mock exam. I passed them with ease and sometimes I didn't even study. However now that my real exams are starting in two weeks I'm starting to feel pressure and stress. All of a sudden I feel like I haven't studied anything and even if I did, I have this lurking feeling that I would forget everything I have learned all year and fail.

I figured this feeling is due to the fact that it is the REAL exam and not a mock one. During the mock exams I feel like ease because, it's not the real thing and even if I fail I would practice and get better, I even got 18/20 and 15/20 on these. I'm not trying to gloat or anything but I have worked so hard to get here. I went through burn-outs, mental breakdowns, heart breaks and unwanted changes in my life. Not only that, but I'm afraid of disappointing my family, friends and especially, REALLY especially, myself. Life is testing me.

On top of that, I feel like I have the imposter syndrome, all the time I feel like I don't deserve anything I got and that I am not the person people think I am.

Failure

Hii guys. I completed my 12th and i have to be in 1st year but i couldn't cause i didnt have money for my college admissions and also i didn't take my marks card and tc from old college because of due payment that i has to do. Beavuse of lockdowns earnings went so low and struggling became my friends. I feel so scared and I'll loose my confidence of taking back my markscard. I'm super scared cause all said to my friends,peers and relatives that i attend college but i don't. It feels like nightmare when i sleep. I suddenly breatg hard in night of scared about future. I don't know what to do all I know is being scared  and hiding. But I'm keeping my hopes that everything will go right one day

College

And now here is my secret 
Deep down in my heart 
I have always 
kissed you. 

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