I am feeling very low and things haven't been great. My best friend"s boyfriend said something about me in group which is not true and it hurt me, also my best friend was taking his side, so I just left the group. My boyfriend didn't care to talk to me and after an hour he texts me and then asked why you left the group when I said I got hurt so he was like so you will leave the group?? I can't talk and share with anyone but I am feeling so low and vulnerable and hurt 

He said that I make things go dark and do such jokes because of which two other people start having fight with each other in such a manner that they hurt each other by saying mean sensitive things . That I am the reason of this, I create all this

I don't know if it's right or wrong but I asked my boyfriend that if he took a stand for me, he said no because they are my friends too I can't. And you know like all the time we have been in relationship he always said how he dislike my best friend's boyfriend but now suddenly they are friend. I feel like I have no one. Even my best friend was defending her bf but my boyfriend can't even take a stand for me and he says it's a small thing just let it go 

No I felt bad because I always said everyone how nice that guy is but he said such mean thing for me in a group and later on added that what he said was right 

No I don't think whatever he said was true 

Bss itni si baag 
Yahan mere papa teacher ke saamne jabtak nhi maarte mujhe unka BP control nhi hota tb tk 

Hey, How are you doing now? and How is life in large?

Friends

I get angry fr silly reason ,but then it goes to peak and same way calms down within 20 mins..is dis normal..i do express my anger only with my very close ppl .is this normal

Anger Issues

I have been friend with a guy since 3 years. We were very good friends untill last month when we were drinking and having fun. 
He was sad so we went to our garden. He was crying so I hugged him, he hugged me back. He was almost going to kiss me near my ears and I didn't feel comfortable so I backed down. I thought I must be mistaken so hugged him back, at that point I could feel he had a boner and he was pressing it against me. I got super uncomfortable and confused so I stopped hugging him and went back with everybody. This all had happened in a duration of 45 seconds. I didn't know what should I do. I couldn't process if it has really happened or not. After 10-15 minutes he asked me to sit with him in the room and I could not say NO, he locked the door. I was scared and confused and in shock. I didn't know what to do. But in the room he didn't do anything, we talked. But I was not in a state that I could think anything else. All my friends and my boyfriend was in the drawing room, they all came in the romm where me and that friend was sitting. Then we all slept.
I didn't tell this to anyone till 2 weeks then I told my boyfriend, he got angry and had a fight with that guy, which I never wanted. I just wanted to tell that guy that what he did was wrong. Now things hav got complicated. I feel I have ruined all my friendship. I think I should not have told this to anyone.
Nothing can go back to the way it was.

Harassment

Hmu if u free to talk

Breakup

Wondering what is the difference between happy and content ..

3am Thoughts

It is a rainy Thursday and it's cold and wet, but somehow it feels nice. The nostalgia feeling lies within me. Brings me back to the good old days of standing under my middle school building waiting for my parent to pick me up from school. Every rainy day reminds me of those days. 

Life

Hey! I am a 20-year college student. Getting done with my finals tomorrow. Anyone up for a chat?


I got something to share you guys. So i don't really got a close relationship with my older brother and i think of him as just a loser until today... So today i transferred to my older brother school and i tried to observe him and its like whenever his girl classmate see him and the other girl from other section they stared at him like he's the most handsome guy in the world... My Older brother is a pretty quiet guy, i don't know if he's a good guy or not, Not really handsome and not really a fashionate type of guy. Like i dont even know why they're even so attractive to such a guy but then i ask my girl classmate why like almost all girl stare at my brother like that... And she just said to me "He's a pretty mysterious man, a calm guy you'll see even when you see the others panicking, smart, has a good body, you can't tell what he's thinking everytime, a guy who shows that he doesn't need anyone to be successful, you feel safe and calm when he's around you and you don't see a type of a guy like your brother in this world he's a role model of like every guy in this school." and i'm like wtf my older brother is like that? And with a shock face my girl classmate and her friends ask me " you dont know that?!!! " i'm like"yes😅" and in my mind i'm like Holy shit my brother is a guy like that?? I got a goosebumps and i ask him to go home with me today and he's like" sure" and as we're walking to the gate it's like every person around us looks at him and now i also understand why my classmate said that i'll feel safe and calm when i'm around him cause that's what i exactly feel and i got even more shocked when i asked him if she got a girlfriend and he said no. I'm like wtf!!! How?? And he said i'm still not into girls yet. Now i cant even sleep :') 

I want to tell my boyfriend that I love him but we agreed at the beginning of the relationship that we would wait until we’re sure before saying it and that was great but now it feels like word vomit and it’s just going to come out. We wanted to wait because we’ve been hurt in the past and we didn’t want it to happen again but I love him I do in a worry about him getting home ok and talk to his mom kinda love. He’s the sweetest and I know he loves me. I just don’t want to pressure him into saying it back. 

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