I am feeling very hopeless about everything in my life I don't know why am I living.Feeling very demotivated about everything.

Breakup

Trying to find my lost self ... i don't why it's enough of being in state of depression and sad really it's enough idiot you can come out of it and stop saying that still how many days huh .. you will be like this , you are more capable of doing many things pls don't be like this dear , you deserve all the love and happiness , pls be happy you are almost there to find your happiness..go on don't ever give up ....

Love you, 
Your future self

Self Love

I am not feeling good at all! I have a immense need for love, I can't trust my parents because they only care about their wisdom not about the person. I want to end my life, I can't trust on anybody , am not feeling secure in my own house.


Family

"The meaning of life is to find your gift. The purpose of life is to give it away." Pablo Picasso

Quotes

I feel like I am a failure and Can’t do anything with my life , there are some nights where I am not able to stop crying I act brave in front of everyone like I am so happy but deep down I feel lonely because nobody is there to understand me 

Anxiety

I wanna feel good 
Wanna happy 
I am severely depressed 
I just don't know what to doo ??
Life seems pointless

The past few days have been emotional for me and my phone getting spoilt was the climax for me. I try my best to keep my emotions in check even when all I want to do is cry. Crying is the only form of self-expression I’m well acquainted with, when I’m angry, sad, happy, irritated and the likes I only want to cry. Since I came back for this school year I’ve been feeling a heightened amount of anxiety and body dysmorphia and I can’t talk to anyone here about it because everyone is a robot that doesn’t like to concern themselves with emotions instead they like to drink till they throw up all over the place and smoke till they don’t even know what 2+2 is. It’s hard living with all this doubt and knowing there’s no one you can talk to about it. Since my phone screen inked I’ve had to depend on other people and I hate that more than anything but mostly I hate the fact that everything I do has to be on someone else’s schedule. I’m tired of feeling and I’m just drained and over it all.

I don't know how I feel right now, to be honest. It's like the little parts of me that are still barely hanging on...are fading. I'm just fading, and I don't know what to do about it. I can't stop it because I've never given a damn about myself and mentally don't have the strength to do so, but at the same time...I just wanna feel like I'm alright, just for a few minutes... 
You know? Like everything will be okay. 

3am Thoughts

I don’t understand anything that goes on in my mind
I feel something else and say something else and do something completely different 
I dont know how to live each day 
I need a break 
I am tired
Need a holiday 
Just a change of time, place , people 
Everything 
I dont know what i am doing
I just need break

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