I am feeling that there is a race and every other person is running, I am also being a contestant and running but slow. I see that time is very less for me to reach my goal and I am helpless but running in no direction. There is disharmony inside me why can't I run fast, will i be able to succeed 

What you said is totally right there is a race but everyone is running in different their own pace just because you are slow doesn't mean you will fail.As you said about disharmony this happen when we feel everything and everyone around us evolving but we aren't but the thing is maybe we evolve late but if we keep our focus on our goal we may evolve into something so beautiful no one can ever think of.

Adulting

Hii everyone, it's been a year of my breakup and I am still hurting but I am done being miserable. I have decided to use these last 30 days of 2021 to upgrade myself physically, mentally and emotionally. I am a 24 years old medicine student studying in foreign, currently at home. Please give me some ideas to fix myself and move on. 
I went for a morning walk today and I am so happy for doing this.

Mindfulness

Just started gym today. First day tha and while working out just wanted to quit and go home but after coming home was feeling good ki yes finally, finally I took the step was feeling very good and was motivating myself with a pep talk that there's no turning back now this n that which was going good but then opened up social media and just saw a friend on a plane going abroad for studies and I just died a lil inside. No hate or jealousy but feels like people are soo ahead doing soo much and all that I am happy about is I started gym today. All my spirit died down and I don't wanna be like this, this nature of mine has been sabotaging me I am gonna have to keep going but I think like this n I get scared and fear triumphs at the end. Please help me 

FOMO

I've messed up, big time. :(

I always feel sad but try to hide it with a smile. I wish people could see how I think. I try to explain it and everyone thinks I’m just going through a phase. I’ve felt like this for the past year. Everyone makes me feel like crap, and then I try to explain it and I’m supposedly trying to make everyone worry.   When people tease me about sensitive things I wonder if they really care about me. When I tell my parents these things they ignore me. I feel alone and trapped in my world. I’m scared of dying, but what’s the point of living if your only purpose of life is a punching bag, tool, and just something people can throw away. I don’t know if it’s because I’m 13 and a girl if I’m just actually going through a phase but I’m tired. I’m tired of being ignored, used, mistreated. I’m sorry for not being good enough, I’m sorry I don’t look how you want me to look, I’m sorry I was born, I’m sorry for everything, but it’s not my fault. 

Misunderstanding

Be vulnerable and watch people get real with you !

3am Thoughts

I just can’t do this anymore I’m so exhausted. I have a plan to kill myself. I seriously can’t do it anymore I’m done I hate everything about myself I don’t understand what I did to deserve this. I know it’s for the best and it’s time for me to leave. I know it’s gonna hurt people but I can’t do this anymore I’m so tired and exhausted I’m trying to get help and I’m trying my best to get better and it’s not working. I take so many meds for all my mental illness and it’s so hard to do everyday. I’ve been dealing with this for so long and it’s been to long. I relapsed last night and it felt really good and I know it shouldn’t have but it did. I’m at the point where I need help again and I can’t take it anymore. I’m seriously struggling so much. I know it’s not worth it but I can’t keep fighting anymore. I can’t get myself to eat because of my eating disorder and it sucks. I hate it so much I wish it wasn’t apart of me. I feel like I’m just being pushed down more and more everyday.

Depression

I want what Tom holland and zendaya have. Is that too much to ask :( 

Life

I have an issue and am seriously looking for genuine solutions/suggestions..... 
I have an emotional weakness wherein I cannot run away permanently or do suicide or something because I had tendency to think about what will be it's repercussions on my parents /family. I have gone through enough childhood trauma to become a cold blooded person, and enough heartbroken to be stone hearted... But somehow I live ... Dealing with career issues , family issues, heartbreak everything has contributed in making a cold emotionless person.... Even if I pray , I pray for my family... Don't want anything for myself...but sometimes I do feel that Living is also a weakness...

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