I am feeling suffocated. Have so many people around me but no one is there for me . I am feeling alone and abandoned😭😭 
I dont know what should i do but i am feeling too heavy inside. Every one left me 😣😣

Well then according to me, you must try speaking to more people and make friends

Some people are bound to leave us, even the important ones...I can understand how it feels to  be abandoned by someone but all you can do is keep moving forward and no turning back✨️

Anxiety

Restless. lonely and anxious all day long. I am not a porn addict nor wish to see it but as I feel anxious all day the only thing which came in mind to deal with it is porn and then also I remain anxious and restless. 

Depression

I'm really lost there's no light to guide me .
It's like a dark miserable hell that I can't escape.
Therlse days I feel like I will disappear without any one noticing.
Foor others I'm just doing my work and living.
But for me everyday is like a burden to live with put on  that happy face mask .
I really want to survive but I can't survive by my own .
I really need therapy but I can't afford it . 
So plz is there anyone that can help plz .
Plz i really need help.
Or just be a friend so I can talk to without wearing any mask.
Plz i don't want to live like this .
Plz someone anyone plz help .


I am stressed because I am becoming a negative person....I am spreading a negative aura everywhere I go....I am dumbstruck about all this....one of my classmates even told me my other classmates don't talk to me because of this....And I am an extreme introvert, I don't know how to have a convo with people, I am not good at words, I feel like I may hurt people because of my words....I don't know how to handle this.....Why am I becoming so negative...!? I feel like I must evaporate and suddenly disappear and It should not affect anyone....I tried my hardest to keep everything on track....but now I can't and why I am not good for society...!? I am trying hard... I don't have anyone in this new place to share, I don't want to bother my parents by sharing everything....I do have a crush on someone I am trying to move on from that....These all are hitting hard in the head... don't know what to do....

College

Knowing that you love your life and still gonna make it messy?? 😅

3am Thoughts

"I'm fricking useless. I don't have a mental disorder and I'm sad without a reason every fudging night. I'm desperate to fall in love, but I'm scared to. I sometimes want to die, but I'm scared of pain. I want to lose weight, but I'm back to eating sweets because of stress. I hate my skin, but I forget to use those creams to heal it. I forget to be sad at day so why am I always sad at night? Other people think I'm just a kid so why am I dealing with these emotions? I wanna tell it to someone, but I don't want them to be worried about me. "I'll be fine" is what I want to believe, but I only see things in the mirror that make me cry. I want to lose weight, I want to be pretty, I want to get rid of my antenna, I want to be funny, I want to be charming...I want someone to love me...I should talk more, but If I would I think I might make people worry. I want to get therapy, but I don't need it. I know it. I'm perfectly fine and yet I'm not. But other people have it worse so I shouldn't complain. I should be happy I'm alive and yet...why it's so hard to be happy?" This is from my diary. I've been thinking about this stuff a lot lately and I don't know if I should be concerned or is it just a phase?

Lonely

I just want to end it all
I want to give up

Suicidal Ideation

I can relate to 'back to december' song by taylor swift! 

Breakup

I just can’t do this anymore I’m so exhausted. I have a plan to kill myself. I seriously can’t do it anymore I’m done I hate everything about myself I don’t understand what I did to deserve this. I know it’s for the best and it’s time for me to leave. I know it’s gonna hurt people but I can’t do this anymore I’m so tired and exhausted I’m trying to get help and I’m trying my best to get better and it’s not working. I take so many meds for all my mental illness and it’s so hard to do everyday. I’ve been dealing with this for so long and it’s been to long. I relapsed last night and it felt really good and I know it shouldn’t have but it did. I’m at the point where I need help again and I can’t take it anymore. I’m seriously struggling so much. I know it’s not worth it but I can’t keep fighting anymore. I can’t get myself to eat because of my eating disorder and it sucks. I hate it so much I wish it wasn’t apart of me. I feel like I’m just being pushed down more and more everyday.

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