I am feeling so sad that why everything goes against me even when I will try to be a good person 😌

Anxiety

It's gonna hurt so badly when you leave 

3am Thoughts

Maggi = overrated

🤡 Friends?

Friends

not good .i wanna talk about parents 
my parents have done horrible things to me.its not physical but mainly emotional torture no one has ever hurt me in the world more than my parents .they have called me things which i cant even mention here because it is the absolute worst .yes they provide me all of the materialistic thngs but have tehy were said i love u properly never ,never even shown any care .they fight a lot at this point i just wish they would get a bloody divorce ..ik its  bad thing to say considering many ppl across the world r hurting because of their parents divorce and i should treasure the fact that theyre together ..but i cant cause theyre the absolute worse togther .recently i started speaking out for myself in front of them .now they say tht u have chnaged a lot well guess what i have because of them ..they did this to me .they have called me  failure and my mom referred to me as poison.. basically meaning i have gone purely bad ..she's called me evil .and when i told her about how her and my dad fighting affected me and her answer is it happens in every house deal with it ..its nothing big ..she says ..she's then also goes to blame me for their fights .i have had sleepless nights where i just cry and cry because of how they have treated me .they never try to talk to me or understand me from my perspective .its always about them …this is just poor selfishness .they want to fulfil theyre dreams through me ..lie education is my only purpose .they dont care about my well being or anything ..hell they never even ask how i am in a day . they make their assumptions and continue to shout at me and at times hit me .these facts i have got used to but it still hurts that they do this to me . for instance my mom never taakes my side when my dad and i fight .she always says that were going to gang up on her and leave her or some shit .she tries to act like the poor little victim by crying then .when i was hurt a few days ago she told me she was too tired to go tthe doctors ..said she was fed up of it ..she didn't even want to go to the doctors to take care of me .all they want are a few A+,A s and 100 marks in a examination .at this pint i really don't care for them anymore . my moms latest problem isthat i have gone badand nowshes gona physcally change me into my kid slef .weel guess what mom i ave changedand im not gonna turn suddenly into some goody tissues .shes nevr gonna let me out to seemy friends for a few mnths .basically stuck in home lockdown .


Peer Pressure

Why do ex girlfriends come back to ur life to f u again? 

I hate when people call me an introvert when I just have social anxiety.
In my opinion the word “introvert” is kind of harmful and leaves some people in denial.

Social Anxiety

Sometimes I feel so alone...I mean I can't sleep..then again I feel relationships are so demanding that it's better to be single

Lonely

Is it necessary to be heartbroken atleast once to understand the sad songs.🤔

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