I am feeling so lonely today all my best friends are busy with their relationship no one is there to hear me out.. Also i have faced rejection which makes me doubt myself.. Sometimes i feel i am useless 

Hey thanks.. Hope u doing fine :)
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Heyyy dont ever doubt yourself :) And you're not useless. There are so many people out there who love you even if it doesnt seem like that. You're on a journey of discovering yourself and each day you live to be someone better. You are worth a billion stars in the sky and without one star the universe would still have a part of it missing :) You're one of those stars thats twinkling and shining so have faith in yourself and just breathe <3

So, previously I was watching this YouTube video , it was a vlog and the youtuber used to face time her bf throughout the day .I found it such an interesting and fun idea but its a completely useless idea. Coz who am I even kidding #singlesinceforever , lol!

Lonely

Can someone fake the feelings, care, emotions, handling drama and everything that is of a relationship without being in a relationship?  Does that person really love her or it was just a joke or timepass for him?  

3am Thoughts

I dont know if its my insecurity or my mood swings . I feel uncomfortable around being with people as I think they would judge me and be least important in their life .I am insecure about my looks as I have acne prone face and lots of blemishes .I try to feel normal but when i encounter any person or people I  loose my confidence and doesnt try to make eye contacts. People often ask me  how i got so many pimples and scars ,which makes me uncomfortable ,cant people be bothered to not bother me for my  face . I have not made it happen its just my genetics .and  its just said that looks dont matter but i feel looks matter the most in this world .if i look less attractive it makes me less capable. 
I have seen many who judge me for my looks . they say my lips are thick ,nose is too broad and i have a face that is too long . i have also started thinking like that about myself and you know when I see any girl with clear face I just have looks like them .not even comfortable in my body.

Confusion

So life is really weird these days,. I entered a relationship. My ex and best friend(both are the same person) is upset about it.My ex never expressed his love for me but now when I'm in a relationship, My boyfriend and my ex are showering me with love and attention. I have no idea what to do because sometimes I really feel those moments with my ex again but I also love my boyfriend and I'm not able to decide what to do. I feel Fucked up. Someone please suggest.

Boyfriend

This place is no good for me I really wanted to leave this place as fast as possible but I made a mistake of not going to the college I got there are few things tat can’t be understood can’t be spoke yet we expect everyone to accept what we are doing is right we a person hurts someone I personally feel it’s not on purpose maybe they do it unintentionally without knowing what’s running in the other person s mind few things are hard to digest when spoke but it’s true and it can’t be changed I was always a loser and I would accept it with no guilt I honestly never wanted anything I have been feeling less I always wanted my family members to not now I existed it was like that and I was happy with it but things are changing ooops when it comes to looks oh please I don’t want to look good it has caused me enough problems which is to much for me to take u don’t people take a chance to understand me I am immature I’m not sure with what I want in life but if I want something I’ll sure work for it with my full heart whether I get a good output or not I honestly want to leave this place and never return but I don’t know how long can I keep running away from this this world isn’t that cruel as it seems and the people aren’t that bad either situation makes people like that my birth was considered a mistake because of which my parents couldn’t part of but I really don’t think it affected me in anyway I feel better to know this I still don’t understand they could have always do an abortion if they didn’t want me this is so bad to much to digest realisation kills!!
If I knew much about these people I would be happy I never wanted to be close I honestly don’t want a family can’t I just live alone with nobody I hated vacations cause I cry a lot in home every night was bad I kept crying trying to sleep trying to move away and finally became self centred I really don’t love anyone cause love betrays me 



Anxiety

I feel like I have no friends at all, I have a lot of people around me , I am an extrovert but there is/are no special person/ people 
I treat people really nicely I listen to them but when it's my turn when I am sad everyone just disappears



How do you guys gain motivation to do anything? What gives you inspiration? 

Motivation

Weekend weekend ... 
Gajab duniya hai 
Weekend pe busy
Weekday mei khali

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