I am feeling so down. Iβve been living a fake life. I just realized and accepted my own frustrations and anger. I was always with a happy face in front of others but it wasnβt the real me. And now I canβt hide it anymore. But it is coming as a vulcano and friends are asking me what is going on, why I am changing. I am 28 and I feel that nobody knows me truly and it is all my fault. I keep asking myself, will I lose them? How itβs gonna be my life being myself? It is the unknown. I feel weird, but at least I am being myself, because I was tired.
Tina Chawla @tinachawla
Hi. It takes immense courage to bring out your true feelings and put them in action, so just know that Iβm proud of you. I understand how it is so incredibly frustrating to feel like youβre not real in front of people. And, no. It is not your fault. No one hides themselves if the situation and people are accepting. I think you couldnβt find that so donβt blame it on yourself. I think you should speak to a professional. It will be extremely helpful.
If you want to do that, hit me up and Iβll link you to a few therapists in your city. Hope this helps.
Love,
Tina
Thank you very much. Iβve beem speaking to a professional recently, it helps me but I am still struggling with that. I still have this need to talk about it. Thanks for talking to me.