I am feeling like I’m nothing, we had so much potential to be something great but he cheated on me and acted like I’m nothing and he didn’t explain to me why he would break up with me i had to find about it by myself later

Stay strong 👨 🧍‍♂️ Ashish 

Eventually I’ll move on if it’s not now later but it eats me alive whenever i see him doing everything i was asking for him to do it how he literally moved after the first day of break up and acted like our 6 years relationship as nothing 

I’m not sure If love is for me i always end up getting hurt

3am Thoughts

I can't believe its been more than 6 months and I still check on him daily.
We haven't exchanged a single word since January, but I can't seem to be able to let go.
I was the one to walk away first, as he always predicted, but he tore my world apart. I cried, and screamed, and self harmed, and missed him like crazy, and then cried some more. But I didn't give in, and I didn't reach out, and I kept my word and my dignity. "I don't stay where I'm not valued". So I walked away and for him, it was just as simple. I didn't let him see my pain behind my decision. 
But what has that been for? I still miss him, I still want to reach out, I still wonder what is he up to. I still remember his daily schedule. I still wonder at all times if he ever thinks of me.
He always said he doesn't miss people. That he was never going to leave, but if I ever left, he would be sad, yet he wouldn't miss me. I thought it would make it easier. It didnt.  
And even after all this... he reached out first. If a like on Instagram could be called "reaching out".
And it's like being back to day 1.

Depression

So i found out that my boyfriend with whom i have been in a relationship since 5 months shares a surname (sub caste) with my grandmother. Though they aren't related but since i am an north indian hindu. Marriage would mean rebellion. Since marriage is uncertain continuing relationship would be stupid so we decided to take a break for a month as of now. We always used to talk about how similar we were. We were extremely compatible in strange ways. 
What would you guys have done? 

Boyfriend

Hi
I had a relationship of 10 years ..n now we r at the of marriage now..and he broke up with me.   I feel so bad... soo alone.. we broke up in july this year but we still talk sometimes.. but i dont know what to do .. i feel miserable.. 

Breakup

I am an upsc aspirant . I am close to someone while studying very well. Later, it was a long distance relationship. Talking very little, I prioritize my studies. He had no problem with that. Everything went well for us. Later I move to another city for coaching . (After a year) Later I get to meet and talk with him. A very nice man, speaking and style wise. Soon after we started living together and got to know each other for almost two years ago and then a house to ourselves. There is a good time for work, study and other activities. Every day he sleeps very late me also and we walks outside and comes home. Then as usually i cant eating . Politeness does not get sleep. That's why I started sleeping during the day. Staying up late with the night out thing. I started sleeping a whole day during the day. I only get the night things . I don't know what the day is for a while. If you sleep for a full day without drinking food or water, I am doing this for more than a month. After thinking about each and every thing, I get a lot of mental stress. I don't study, I don't go to class. My books must have thought I was dead. As for me, he does all his things perfectly. He goes to work by 8 o'clock but I am sleep deprived and can't do my things. And I feel like I am wasting my valuable time for Matar when I see his things going right..now what do I do. As if I'm very tired mentally.. I feel like running away somewhere. Can't take a good decision.and I'm only 22 years old and he is 26.
I'm seriously afraid about my career😑😔


Sooo guys I think I messed up. I (f16) have always been close with my neighbour (m18 lets call him F.). We always been best friends but more kinda like siblings, at least thats how he always saw it. F. Has a really close friend (m17 we call him N.) to whom I also came really close to naturally. Last month we three and F. Family were on a vacation but F. Family was pretty chill and let us do what we want basically. So one night N. And I hooked up when we were drunk, it was my first "real" kiss. I remembered he didnt. For a few weeks I tried to ignore it by avoiding him and hangig out with F. alone more often. A few days ago N.and I met up and finally talk about what happened, he said how he actually really likes me and wants to take me out. I have to say that I do really like N. And could imagen us together. The same day F. comes over and explains how he thinks that there is more than friendship between us and how he wants to see if we could wirk as a couple. F. Was kinda my first love but he always made clear that he just wanted to be friends, or so I thought. I dont know if I should give him a chance or if it would just destroy everything. And I do really like N. Its just so complicated rn. I dont know what I should do and dont want to hurt anyone. I know that i will have to but i just dont know if I should give one of them a chance at all or not and if yes who. Its just alot rn

Confusion

Its very hard to move on from a person whom i liked for the first time. Thoughts of this person is striking me every now and then. Though what he did is wrong to me, i couldn't hate him still

lam in very big confusion. My parents has fixed one allaince for me for marriage. But i just broke up with my bf a month ago. He used to get money from people for debt but will barely return them money. Thats the reason for our break up. But except money thing, he used to treat me better and I was always free in that relationship without any barriers. lam having oscillation between fiance and my bf. I feel like i still have feelings for my bf and whenever i see him I feel like to hug him. Also my fiance is also good. He is having basic good qualities.
Also i feel like no one will marry my bf if iam not marrying him as he has bad name in the city because of money problem. Without money thing he is a very good guy. Please help me to sort it out. Im tired of crying

Marriage

So i couldn't love someone truly or passionately even after 6 months. But that person loves me to much. I just wanted to leave even i realised that but that relationship was left on bad note . I wanna be good person again don't wanna mess things up . I tried my best to fall in love with him . I just couldn't . All my efforts are in drain. I just don't know what to do . I really feel like giving up on myself completely . I feel guilty and dead from inside. I really tried my best but I couldn't do it completely. I know what loving someone deeply means like but i can't be like that anymore . Cause one of my ex boyfriend cheated on me . Obviously I didn't cheated on him but I couldn't love him completely. Either give me some solution or should I punish myself. 

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