I am feeling hurt. It’s like I am not a priority for anyone ever. This person will bitch about another person but yet when it comes to meeting in real life, she’s the first person he will meet. I do know that he’s a work colleague but at least prioritize or don’t bitch about another person. Yes i am hurt because he literally stays 45 minutes away from my house yet, meeting the other person in a different state is doable and not me. Both the work colleagues showed pity towards me and I hated it, this was when i was on call and they were talking about meeting and i didnt have much to contribute but towards the end they said that they’ll make plans to meet me, didnt ask for it. In any case i dont think i am evver meeting these people again.