I am feeling again that I live in past, I always like to cherish past memorable moments of college and school and want to forget stupidities done and bad moments of past , that's why I don't live in present and whenever I go to my workplace, I feel as if why I am being stuck here and there is no way coming out of this box. This change is not expected from my life and I am facing inner disharmony 


Adulting

College interview went on, I changed courses, only me out of all the classmates there, I cried out of anxiety, now mom thinks it's bcoz she pushed me to switch courses

Anxiety

Open Instagram
See stories that you should not be seeing
Feel anxious 

Is the best way to stop this is to uninstall Instagram?

I feel like I'm emotionally destroyed...
For whole my life i was left out even if not intentionally, taken for granted ..
But now I'm a grown up... I shouldn't feel this way and should stay strong alone...
But still i feel these things 

Other

Getting attached to her everyday is lovely and beautiful feeling but the monstrous fear of being rejected is what hurts me. I can't even ignore her, can't even express my feelings with her and can't even stay away from her. I want her to be my soulmate. I don't know what to do and how to react. Thinking of this everyday is what breaking my heart l. 

Depression

Feeling aline need someone to talk

3am Thoughts

*in informercial* Did your ex boyfriend hurt you? Did you block him? Do you suddenly feel the urge to unblock him? Do you want to tell him exactly how he hurt you, because maybe he doesn’t and you want him to know so YOU can get closure? But you kinda know you want to makeout with him again and no one else will do but him, it has to be him specifically, because he does that thing with his tongue? But only after he knows how he hurt you? *sparkle tring music* Well you’re in luck becaaaauuusee: He knows. He knows exactly how he hurt you, seriously sis he knows it down to the temperature of his room at the exact time of the exact date, he knows exactly how he hurt you and why it bothered you. He doesn’t want forgiveness he wants the thrussy. Also so do you, you don’t want to know what you did wrong, you want the vitamin D, smoosh booties. And that thing that only he does? Everyone can be taught to do it, it was in cosmopolitan, 2013 every month. And you think only he can fill that void but not really. Because he suddenly won’t feel great after that kiss or oral session, and it’s not because he’s changed but because you’ve changed, you can see clearly nowww the world’s soooo bright. You want closure? Sign the deed on high yield bonds. Because it probably took him a week to get over it, it should take you no more than a shower. You ARE THE PRIZE. Don’t unblock him, don’t text him and don’t kiss him. Just don’t.

Relationships

Why do guys not care after they see that their girl has fallen for them ?
I mean why do they not put in that much effort
Why do they take u for granted after u have been in a relationship for 7-8 months ?

So Did you wish your friends on this friendship day...or had any plans🎉

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