Actually you have to do just the opposite of what you’re doing now. Feel every ounce of that emotion that you’re going through. If you have to cry, cry about it for a month, take your time. Also don’t blame yourself for things, let me know if you want help!

It’s nice you are accepting your mistakes just correct them and things will be alright

It will take a lots of time but just accept it and don’t punish yourself be good to yourself…accept your mistake don’t do it again and please don’t punish same thing I’ve been there in your place and I sacrificed everything and I’m kind of in a lot of pain I don’t want anyone to be in the same place