I am dealing with some panic attacks i cry sitting anywhere like while gym watching movie i am strong i am sharp i am smart at my work all the pain is all about her she just keeping conversations dead and keeps hurting and or relationship is not healing from her side i am doing everything possible and I really don’t wanna move on and leave her . I am just destroying my life wasted 2 months and it doesn’t seem getting better sometimes i am so angry with my self that why i love her so much and why she is so avoided about me when i ask her do you love me she says it that mujhe bhaut farak padhta hai and i love you more than anything in world and this thought just keep hitting me hard and hard
I dont know my heart feels that she is too innocent for that what if she is really struggling
I guess she got scared of my feelings thats why she left me in my panic attack situations
