Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

I am dealing with a lot of things mentally . Since few days marriage pressure has made me sick. I am falling sick physically I am falling sick mentaly i am not able to focus anywhere. I dont have anyone to share this and to tell them and anyone who will understand… The thing i know is i cant live this way everyday in stresss…I want to stay alone for sometime in my life build my career and all. i am not ready for marriage